If only you knew

Chapter 1- How it all began

Spencer Hastings had the best life ever our, so she thought, she loved her life she had the best of friends, a loving family and the best boyfriend ever but that is about to change let's start at the beginning of the story.

Veronica and Spencer were on there own outside. Veronica had all of her stuff packed.

"Do you really have to go to England?" Spencer asked, as she and her mother embraced into a hug.

"Yes dear I am sorry but it's hurts so much to be around your father, but I will stay in contact, don't tell your father but I'm staying with Melissa and her new boyfriend" Veronica said.

"Alright, give my love to Melissa" Spencer said.

"I will, I love you Spencer" Veronica said.

"I love you to mum" Spencer said.

Veronica kissed Spencer on the cheek and then she got into her car and drove off.

Spencer went back into her house.

"Spencer, did your mother tell you were she was going?" Peter asked.

"No dad she didn't all she said was she is living in England" Spencer lied.

"Listen honey I'm going out tonight will you be OK on your own?" Peter asked.

"Yes daddy, I have homework to do anyway" Spencer said.

"OK then" Peter said.

*That night*

It was 9:00pm.

"Right Spencer I am going out now, I will be home as soon as I can" Peter said.

"OK bye daddy" Spencer said.

Peter left the house and Spencer did was doing her homework, she looked at the clock it was now 9:45.

Her phone then rang, it was Toby.

"Hey Tobes" Spencer said.

"Hey Spence, how are you doing?" Toby asked.

"I am good, I have a lot of work to do, my dad is out" Spencer said.

"Really?" Toby asked.

"Yes, but he will be back soon he told me so" Spencer said.

"Huh that's interesting" Toby said.

"Yeah very, are we still on for tomorrow?" Spencer asked.

"Oh yes, I have a surprise for you" Toby said.

"Well I can't wait" Spencer said.

Then she heard the door slam.

"Hey Toby I have to go my dad is hear I will speak to you soon" Spencer said.

"OK I love you" Toby said.

"I love you to" Spencer said.

She hung up her phone and put it on the table and walked to the door.

"Dad are you alright?" Spencer asked.

"You.........You are the reason that my marriage is dead I hate you" Peter said.

"Dad are you drunk?" Spencer asked.

"NO I AM FINE, WHERE IS MY TEA?" Peter screamed.

"You never said that you wanted me to make tea" Spencer said.

Spencer turned on the light.

"I hate you, I have always hated you from the minuet you were born" Peter said.

He started walking towards Spencer.

"dad.......What are you doing?............dad snap out of it" Spencer said.

"You don't tell me what to do." Peter said.

Spencer was backed into a corner.

Peter raised his hand and slapped her across the face she fell to the ground and he kicked her continually, Spencer was whimpering in fear.

"NOW GET TO BED BEFOR MORE OF THAT HAPPENS AND IF YOU TELL ANYONE I WILL KILL YOU" Peter screamed.

Spencer ran forgetting her phone. She looked at her dad he picked up her phone and he threw it on the floor and stomped on it with his big boots and Spencer ran upstairs her stomach hurt a lot and she walked over to her bed and then she heard her door lock she went over and she tried to open it but she couldn't get it open so she went to her bed and went to sleep.

The next morning Spencer's door was open again.

She want down stairs and she saw her dad eating his breakfast.

"Morning dad" Spencer said.

Peter just stared at her.

Spencer made herself some toast.

"Dad, were you drunk last night?" Spencer asked.

"Yes but I remember everything" Peter said.

Spencer put her food on the table.

"Why did you lock my door and why did you keep hitting me last night?" Spencer asked.

Peter got up and put his hand around her neck but he didn't squeeze it.

"I did it because I hate you and you better not tell anyone anything today or you really will die, If you tell one soul you will die. and you better not tell that cop boyfriend of yours, I have a phone for you but I am the only one you can text I made sure of that, and if someone askes why you have a black eye you tell them you were running and you fell over and I know what you do and once school is finished you come straight back here I won't be home but you better have my tea on the table once you I get back or else do you understand?" Peter asked.

Spencer was scared stiff but she nodded.

Peter moved his hand away form her neck.

"Good now get going to school, and when you get back there will be no phones here so don't even think about calling anyone or running away" Peter said.

Spencer got her bag and left for school she got into her car she put her head on the wheel and cried for a bit.