Heeey~~ This is my first ever fanfic in like... ever. So please read it and I hope you enjoy it.
Also I noticed the lack of MarkJin fanfics here so I thought maybe I could make one.
I'm a newbie so please take it easy on the comments. I'll like it if you help me improve through constructive critisism. Thanks~~.
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One sunday morning, the whole Got7 were watching a movie in their dorm's living room.
At first they were all interested in it but as the film progressed, they got bored of it and talked in pairs except for Junior. The said person was intently watching for he was the only one interested.
The movie finished and Junior noticed the group's pairings, there was 2jae sitting with yugbam on the couch and the markson couple on his left. They were all talking so loudly and playfully that they didn't notice Junior go to his room, well except for one person.
Junior was about to close his bedroom door when a foot was suddenly jammed between the gap. "Ow!" the person behind the door shouted causing Junior to open it again. "Oh my God! Mark hyung I'm so so sorry!" He said as he guided Mark to his bed. "Hyung are you okay? How's your foot? Im so sorry~ aah I'm such a clumsy pabo~" Junior said while hitting himself. Mark thought that it was cute and was trying to hold back his laugh but failed.
He laughed at how funny Junior was. The younger of the two noticed Mark so he stopped, his cheeks tainted a shade of pink from embarrasment.
Mark snickered a few more times, after that he smiled and said "My foot is fine. Thank you for asking by the way." Just then, an awkward silence crept up between the two. Junior coughed a bit and asked, "What are you doing here hyung? Do you need something?" he was happy because the love of his life is here with him, alone in his room but sad for he could be only here because he only needs something from him.
He faked a smile after his question so his hyung won't notice his sadness but he was too slow because Mark already read him through his eyes. "Hey, why are you sad? You know that I hate to see you like this." the older said while using his fingers to guide the other's face to meet bis own.
"I-i-it's nothing hyung." Junior lied getting redder for stuttering in front of his love. "Are you sure?" Mark insisted. "Y-yes hyung." Junior answered again. "Hey, it's okay if you don't want to tell me but remember that I'm always here for you specially when you need me." Mark said with a reassuring smile.
"Okay hyung."
The awkward silence was there again and Mark felt that he shouldn't be here.
He got up, about to leave but he felt a hand on his wrist stopping him. "H-hey hyung I-i..." Junior started but couldn't finish because he felt shy at what he was about to say.
"Yeah?" Mark asked at Junior's sudden statement.
"I-it's nothing hyung." Junior said letting go of the older's wrist.
"Okay, if you say so." After that Mark went out of the room, closed the door and leaned down on it.
Meanwhile inside the room, Junior is having a mental breakdown at what had just happened. "Oh my God! What did I just do? I could've ruined our friendship if I continued that."
"Continued what?" Mark suddenly opened the door revealing a surprised Junior. "N-nothing hyung." he said getting redder yet again for stuttering.
"Don't lie to me Junior. I know something is bothering you." again the older asked.
"I can't t-tell you." Junior answered turning around. Mark has had enough of this, he held the younger in his shoulders and turned him around with so much force that Junior tripped on his own feet and fell down, pulling Mark along with him.
Their position was beyond awkward. Junior was lying down on the floor with Mark on top of him. The latter felt uncomfortable so he quickly got up. He offered his hand to Junior but the said person declined it and got up on his own.
"I'm s-sorry hyung it was my fault." Junior said bowing his head. "No silly it was mine. I shouldn't have turned you around so much." Mark said with a goofy smile.
'Oh that smile. That smile is the reason that I fell for you.' Junior thought. "What did you say?" the older asked. "Huh? What do you mean hyung." asked the confused Junior.
"Well you said something about 'that is the reason I fell for you'. You fell for who exactly?" the older continued questioning the other.
"Shit! Did I just say that?" Junior shouted, holding his head with both of his hands pacing around the room.
"Yes and would you please tell me who you fell for?" Mark again asked walking closer to Junior.
"I-i uuh.. I told you I can't tell you because.." "Because what?" Mark interrupted.
"Because our friendship will endif I tell you." he said his eyes filled with tears.
"No it won't." Mark said. "Yes it will." Junior countered.
"I'm really sure it won't. Whatever you say can't break our friendship. C'mon just say it." Mark continued to persuade the younger.
Junior still hesitant about it, decided to just get this over with. If their friendship will end because of his stupid feelings, it may as well end now when he can still take it. "O-okay I'll tell you. But promise me you won't get mad at me after." He said.
"I promise I won't get mad." The older of the two said.
'Okay, here goes nothing.' Junior thought to himself. He took a deep breath and said. "I like- no I love you Mark hyung. I always have. Even before our debut. It's something that even I doubted for myself because I know that there is a low chance of you loving me back the way I do. I've always said to myself that I must stop this but I'm just so so stupid because I didn't. Also I said that if I can't have you as a boyfriend, being your best friend was enough. But I guess I'm not your best friend 'cause Jackson is much closer to you than me. I can only be a friend to you, nothing more, nothing less and I'm okay with that I guess. I hope you're not mad at me. I really want to be friends with you."
After that long rant, Junior didn't even notice the tears that flowed from his eyes. He wiped them and smiled to his hyung. But even though he was smiling Mark knew that it was fake.
"Sssh Don't cry. You know I hate it when you cry." After that Mark realized everything they went through together, all the hardships, all the funny moment they shared, and the feelings that he never knew that was there all along.
At that moment, he hugged Junior so hard that the younger can't breathe. He let go after and said, "I'm so sorry Junior. I'm never gonna make you feel like that again. I love you too much to do it again."
Then he did what he thought be wouldn't do ever. He kissed him. He kissed him softly at first then he stopped because he noticed that Junior didn't kiss back.
"I'm s-sorry I got carried away. I'm not gonna do it again." He said. He turned around about to leave but again Junior stopped him.
"Why did you do that hyung?" the singer asked. "Because I love you too. I can never see my future without you. I realized that you were always there with me, even if you had personal problems you would always support me and help me in my troubles. I love you Junior and don't you ever forget that." the rapper said and this time he was that was kissed by the other.
They continued this until the lack of air was felt. They pulled away from each other, a string of saliva connecting their lips.
They hugged then "Hey Junior," Mark started. "Yes hyung?" Junior answered. "Will you be my boyfriend?" Mark finished kneeling down in front of Junior. The said singer was astonished and answered, "I would love to hyung but what about the others?? You know they wouldn't approve of this." Junior asked worried.
"Then we'll be together in secret. I'll be secretly yours." Mark said and kissed Junior again.
Fin~
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(A/N)
So guys how'd you like the story? I really put all of my heart and effort to make this. Please comment yojr thoughts and suggest ways on how I can improve. Thank you. : D
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Secretly Yours (A MarkJin/MarkNior OneShot)
FanficA love story formed in a bedroom. MarkJin/MarkNior fanfic. Slight mention of 2Jae, YugBam and MarkSon.