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26. do u hav any fears/phobias?

@MissFanceh inspired me to write this cuz of her Q & A book since someone asked her

So imma explain why my fears n shiz

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1) I have Ornithophobia - The fear of birds. I never knew what the fear was called but now ik.. Many of ppl ask me why im afraid of birds irl and on here so i think its time for me to tell it...

Even though i hate remembering it im trying to get over my fear of birds. The only exception of birds r birds that cant fly like PENGUINS unless one day they try to attack me to death... so im not visiting antartica any time soon

So why im afraid of birds- When I was a young boy probably like 7 or 8 idk exactly.I went to a like a park where there were trees and birds everywhere *shudders*

I wasnt afraid of birds at that time but anyways.. my two friends at the time, we always liked visitin the park and feeding the birds idk what kind of birds, they just...just...FLY. So on that day my friend thought it b phany to throw bird seeds at me -_-

idk why but birds.. BIRDS were pecking at me from the bird seeds my friend threw..idk why they attacked me bc the bird seeds didnt like cling unto my clothes... ughhh it was TERRIBLE... my friends were laffin there arses off idk

so yeah whenever i see a bird... i FREAK TF OUT. I hate em, i dont eat em anymore, i dont eat eggs anymore, i run so fast away from birds that my friends always laugh. Like now, when i go to a beach.. they b all laffin at me when a seagull was like SO CLOSE TO ME! they said it was like 10 ft away.. honestly it felt like ONE INCH AWAY FROM ME... anyways im trying to get over the fear but i cant.

It doesnt affect the ppl around me which is good butt they laff like crazy everytime -.-

2) I am afraid of the depths of water like pools, oceans, etc. not bc of whats in it. im fine with that. Remember how i told u i cant swim well i still cant..

Heres why i am afriad - Okay I was 11 at the time. I never really went to swim or anything cuz i still didnt know how to swim at the time. I was at my friend's house

He had a pool that was underground which cost alot of money for that shi.. anyways.. he had a pool. I didnt want to go to the pool, i just wanted to just chill by the pool cuz i couldnt swim.

My friend thought it would b phany to shove me in the pool by the DEEPEND

Anyways... I couldnt swim n he was laffing his arse off bc he thought i was jokin about how i couldnt swim... ughhh IT WAS SCARY CUZ DROWNING IS FUCKIN SCARY!

I survived cuz my friend's Dad saved me.. and my dad was there also but he was laffin his arse off -_- smh... HE DIDNT SAVE ME, SOMEONE ELSES DAD DID LIKE WTF?

Anyway... when i was drowning i was like dying... ughh thats so fuckin scary but im still alive at least SOMEONE helped... i would have died cuz my friend wasnt strong enough and they didnt have any lifesavers..like idk floaty tubes..whateva tf they called..

3) Being alone. I hate being alone. I havent always been lonely in my life only on some occasions. Actually u can say mostly... ALONE

But im glad to have friends. im not gonna sound so like depressed but i think about things that im not suppose to especially with the word called death.

Honestly thats the long past but without others.. i rather die then have nobody. i dont want that to ever happen and it may happen one day or another.

I have three fears but the one i think... is..mainly.... MAINLY about birds......the fear I ABSOLUTELY FEAR! T-T

Now all yall know alot about me like wayyy more and this took me awhile to write cuz i needed to think and remember XD

thanks for reading :D