BaDLoVe(niallhoran)

chapter 1

"ﮔﻢ ﺷﻮ...ﮔﻢ ﺷﻮ اﻭﻧﻮﺭ...ﺗﻮ ﻛﻲ ﻫﺴﺘﻲ?"
ﺩاﺷﺘﻢ ﺩاﺩ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻡ ﻣﻴﺨﻮاﺳﺘﻢ ﻓﺮاﺭ ﻛﻨﻢ اﺯ اﻭﻥ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻧﺒﺎﻟﻢ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ اﻭﻧﻮ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻳﺪﻡ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻭﻧﻢ ﭼﻴﻪ ﻭﻟﻲ ﻣﻴﺪﻭﻧﻢ ﺩﻧﺒﺎﻟﻤﻪ ...ﺁﺥ,ﺩاﺷﺘﻢ ﺗﻼﺵ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻡ ﺑﺪﻭﻡ ﻭﻟﻲ ﭘﺎﻫﺎﻡ ﺣﺮﻛﺖ ﻧﻤﻴﻜﺮﺩ اﺻﻼ ﺳﺮﻋﺖ ﻧﺪاﺷﺘﻢ ...ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻫﺎﻡ ﺑﻪ ﻫﻖ ﻫﻖ ﺗﺒﺪﻳﻞ ﺷﺪ ﻭﻗﺘﻲ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﻳﻪ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﺩاﺭﻩ ﻣﻴﺎﺩ ﺳﻤﺘﻢ...ﺟﻴﻎ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻡ
"ﻛﻤﻚ,ﺗﺮﻭ ﺧﺪاا ﻳﻜﻲ ﻛﻤﻜﻢ ﻛﻨﻪ..."
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ﺁﻕ,ﻟﻌﻨﺘﻲ ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺩاﺷﺘﻢ ﺧﻮاﺏ ﻣﻴﺪﻳﺪﻡ ﻫﻤﺶ ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻪ,ﻳﻜﻲ ﺩﻧﺒﺎﻟﻤﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﺨﻮاﻡ ﺑﺪﻭﻡ ﻭﻟﻲ ﻫﺮﻛﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻢ ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﻧﻢ...ﻋﺮﻕ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ,ﺩﺳﺘﺎﻡ ﻣﻴﻠﺮﺯﻳﺪﻥ,ﻳﻪ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﺑﻪ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ اﻧﺪاﺧﺘﻢ 5:45 ...اﻩ ﻟﻌﻨﺖ ﺑﻬﺖ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﻧﻢ ﺑﺨﻮاﺑﻢ,ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺩﻭﺵ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﻡ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺁﻣﺎﺩﻩ ﺷﻢ ﺑﺮﻡ ﻛﺎﻓﻲ ﺷﺎﭖ...ﺗﻮﻱ ﺣﻤﻮﻡ ﺩﻭﺵ ﺁﺏ ﺳﺮﺩ ﺭﻭ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻭﻗﺘﻲ ﻗﻂﺮﻩ ﻫﺎﻱ ﺁﺏ ﺳﺮﺩ ﺭﻳﺨﺖ ﺭﻭ ﺷﻮﻧﻪ ﻫﺎم اﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺁﺭﻭﻡ ﺷﺪﻡ ,ﭼﺸﺎﻣﻮ ﺑﺴﺘﻢ , ﺑﻌﺪ ﺩﻭﺵ ﻛﻮﭼﻴﻜﻲ ﻛﻪ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻢ ﻣﻮﻫﺎﻣﻮ ﻛﻪ اﺯﺷﻮﻥ ﻣﺘﻨﻔﺮﻡ ﺳﺸﻮاﺭ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ
"ﻛﺜﺎااﻓﺘﺘﺘﺘﺘﺖ,ﺁﻳﻴﻲ..."
ﭼﻴﺰ ﺧﺎﺻﻲ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﻋﺰﻳﺰاﻥ ﺩاﺭﻡ ﻣﻮﻫﺎﻣﻮ ﺷﻮﻧﻪ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻢ...
ﺧﻮﺏ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻮﻫﺎﻱ ﻗﻬﻮﻩ اﻳﻤﻮ ﺷﻮﻧﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ,ﻳﻚ ﺗﻴﺸﺮﺕ ﺳﻔﻴﺪ و ﻳﻪ ﺟﻴﻦ ﺗﻨﮓ و ﻛﻔﺶ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﭘﺎﺷﻨﻪ ﺳﻔﻴﺪ ﭘﻮﺷﻴﺪﻡ ,ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ﭼﻨﺪﺩﺩﺩﻫﻪ?? ﻫﻮﻑ ﺧﻮﺑﻪ ﺗﺎﺯﻩ 7 ﺷﺪﻩ ﻣﻦ 8:30 ﺑﺎﻳﺪ ﺑﺮﻡ ﺗﺎ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ﻧﻪ اﻭﻧﺠﺎ ﺑﺎﺷﻢ ...
ﺧﻮﺏ ﺣﺘﻤﺎ ﻣﻴﭙﺮﺳﻴﻦ ﻣﺎﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﻛﺠﺎﻥ?اﻭﻥ ﺩﻭ ﺗﺎ اﺣﻤﻖ (:ﺩﻳﻲ) ﺑﭽﻪ 5 ﺳﺎﻟﺸﻮﻧﻮ ﻭﻝ ﻛﺮﺩﻥ, ﻣﻦ اﺯ اﻭﻥ ﻣﻮﻗﻊ ﺗﺎ ﭼﻨﺪ ﺳﺎﻝ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺯﻣﺎﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ 16 ﺳﺎﻟﻢ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺗﻮﻱ ﻳﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻮاﺩﻩ اﻳﺘﺎﻟﻴﺎﻳﻲ ﺁﻣﺮﻳﻜﺎﻳﻲ ﻛﻪ اﺯ ﻣﻦ ﻧﮕﻪ ﺩاﺭﻱ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻥ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻡ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻬﺸﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﺩﺕ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ,ﺁﺩﻣﺎﻱ ﺧﻮﺑﻲ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ اﻣﺎ اﻭﻧﺎ ﻣﺸﻜﻼﺕ ﻣﺎﻟﻲ ﺑﺮاﺷﻮﻥ ﭘﻴﺶ اﻭﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻣﻨﻮ ﺑﺎ ﻳﻪ ﻣﻘﺪاﺭ ﭘﻮﻝ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮاي ﺷﺮﻭع ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﺧﻮﺏ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮔﺬاﺷﺘﻦ و ﺭﻓﺘﻦ ﻛﺸﻮﺭ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﻮﻥ ...
ﻣﻦ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﻡ ...
ﺑﺎ ﻛﻠﻲ ﺗﺎﺭﻳﻜﻲ اﻃﺮاﻓﻢ...
ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ...
ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺧﺎﻧﻮاﺩﻩ...
ﺑﺮ ﻋﻜﺲ ﻫﻤﺴﻨﺎﻡ...
ﻛﻢ ﻛﻢ ﺩاﺷﺘﻢ ﺑﻐﺾ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩم ﭼﻨﺪ ﻗﻂﺮﻩ اﺷﻚ اﺯ ﮔﻮﺷﻪ ﭼﺸﻤﻢ ﭘﺎﻳﻴﻦ اﻭﻣﺪ ﻭﻟﻲ ﺯﻭﺩ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﻮ ﺟﻤﻊ و ﺟﻮﺭ اﻭﻩ اﻭﻩ 7:45 ﻣﻦ ﭼﻨﺪ ﺩﻗﻴﻘﻪ ﺩاﺷﺘﻢ ﺩﺭﺑﺎﺭﻩ اﻭﻥ ﭼﻴﺰاﻱ ﺑﻴﺨﻮﺩ ﻓﻜﺮ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻡ??
ﺻﺪاﻱ ﺷﻜﻤﻢ ﺩﺭ اﻭﻣﺪ ﺧﻨﺪﻳﺪﻡ...
ﺑﻪ ﻣﻌﻨﺎﻱ ﻭاﻗﻌﻲ ﻛﻮﻳﺮﻩ ﻟﻮﺗﻪ اﻳﻨﺠﺎ ... ﻳﺨﭽﺎﻟﻮ ﻣﻲ ﮔﻢ,ﻳﻪ ﻣﻮﺯ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﺮﺩاﺷﺘﻢ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻣﺶ...ﺩﻧﺪﻭﻧﺎﻣﻮ ﻣﺴﻮاﻙ ﺯﺩﻡ, ﺑﻪ ﭼﺸﻤﺎي ﻗﻬﻮﻩ اﻳﻢ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺗﺎ ﺑﺒﻴﻨﻢ اﺛﺮﻱ اﺯ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻧﺒﺎﺷﻪ ...
اﺯ ﺟﻠﻮ ﻧﻆﺎااﻡ(;ﺩﻳﻲ^_^) ﺣﺮﺭﺭﻛﺘﺘﺖ...
ﺭﺳﻴﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺑﻪ ﻛﺎﻓﻲ ﺷﺎﭖ اﻣﺎ ﺑﺎ ﺩﻳﺪﻥ اﻭﻥ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺟﻠﻮﻱ ﻣﻐﺎﺯﻩ اﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﭘﺎﻫﺎﻡ ﺳﺴﺖ ﺷﺪﻩ...

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