My Form of Normal (Justin Bieber)

We Are All Kings And Queens

Lexi's P.O.V:

It seemed like I was falling for years now the when I thought I would never end I landed with a thud and came to find my self in front of a little doll house. Well more like a small palace, and in the back of my mine I seemed to know this little palace.

"Mommy come play with me!" I heard a familiar small voice say.

I looked up and saw the face I once was. She looked lonely and sad that her mother wouldn't  come and play with her. She didn't know that in a couple of months her mother would be leaving her side to find another man other than her father.

The little girl runs out of the room to find her mother and that is when I am pulled by a force into another memory of my past life. I ended up in my old room, in the house we used to live in as a family. The good memories held in that house until that day. The day I had come back to. This time I just stood on the side lines. Watching every ones movement and words. Watching me speechless as she ran out the door to her new life.

I never knew that I could go back to those days and not care about all of it I was speechless.

With that last thought I went back to reality and I could here everything happening outside my unconscious body. To my surprise I could also see everything but I didn't wake up. THE Justin Bieber was in the room pacing back and forth in front of the bed where my body layed motionless.

He looked as if he hadn't slept in days, he had bags under his eyes and his eyes looked droopy. I looked down at my body and saw it motionless and peaceful. I then looked at the new self not the one in the bed but the one looking at everything else. I hated how this hospital gown was uncomfortable and itchy. I imagined my self in a cute top and jeans with slippers and I instantly changed into the outfit.

Then I heard the door open and my head snapped up to see who entered the room, to my surprise it was Selena Gomez. She walked over to Justin and put a gentle hand on his shoulder and he started talking.

"Why hasn't she woken up yet?!" he asks to no one  in particular. He looked frustrated and scared.

"Just calm down she'll wake up, give her some time." Selena replied calmly.

"It's been 5 days. I haven't done anything but stay in this room and wait for her to wake up." he said quietly. He looked as if he was about to cry and I suddenly knew what was going on.

The couple stood there for a little while longer just standing looking at nothing. When Selena broke the trance by saying a quick good bye with a quick kiss on his cheek. She left the room quietly and I suddenly knew then that I had to find the strength to wake up. People were counting on me and I wanted to make them happy.

With that thought I snapped back into my body and was pulled into a room with all white walls. I was in a tight and small dress. There were windows scattered around the walls with a single pole in the middle of the room,cameras where everywhere. Then I faces looking in the windows those faces were of men and boys looking at me with lush.

The light turned off and the strobe lights started with the music. With out me thinking I did the things I thought my body could never do. The scene soon turned to me in a room over white walls with one wall of glass. There were all the hottest boys that have been in my life. Some of them I didn't even know but I've seen them on the street or just bumped into them at random.

They were all cute and all of a sudden one by one they appeared next to me and pulled me into a kiss. It lasted for as short as 5 seconds to as long as 20 minutes. When I was half way through all of them I came back to my first memory of Tyler and Danny in the woods.

This time it was just Danny, there were no girls no Tyler no lawn chairs and definitely no hole to fall into. He was looking into the dark sky at the bright stars, not saying a word. His eyes had a glossy feel to them as if he had been crying. Then he turned his head to a tree to his left. I also looked and saw why his eyes, my body was laying there limp. A pool of blood growing bigger around me, coming from all the cuts and gashes on my body.

He slowly walked over to my body crouching down to it. He lays a hand on my face brushing away a few strands of my hair. I walk over to them closer and see him looking at my face, just studing it.