My Form of Normal (Justin Bieber)

Big Crowds Can Get Scary

Lexi's P.O.V:

"Wait, repeat that!" says Jazzy

"I had a conversation with Justin Bieber on twitter without blowing up on him on how he looks or sings." I reply.

"I'm so proud of you!" she says with sarcasm.

"You should be. I can just see the Joy's face when I tell her about last night." I say just as a limo pulls up in front of the airport.

            The door opens and in a flash I'm tackled to the ground by a mob of girls. I was so taken by surprise that I just lay on the ground until my claustrophobia starts to kick in. Everything starts to spin and I start to sweat. I get scared and tears form in my eyes from fear of what might happen to me.

            I may be getting stepped on by millions of people but at the moment that didn't matter. I try to focus on a cloud in the sky but that doesn't help with the dizziness. My stomach starts to churn and I grip at it to try to stop the pain. That doesn't help and the tears start to spill even harder from all the fear and shock.

            I hear a whisper of my name but ignore it as I try to get up from the hard concrete ground. I fail with all my effort and fall into a business man with a phone to his ear. He looks at me weird then pushes me aside and walks deeper into the crowd. The crowd pushes closer to me and I find it impossible to get out.

          I soon find the strength to get up and try to get out of the crowd. The plan fails and I fall to the ground from the whole Earth spinning around me. I put a hand to my head and quickly pull it away from the heat. I sit up and feel a sharp pain in the back of my head.I pull it away and see my hand dripping with a red substance; blood.

            I feel a liquid roll down my neck and back straight to my shirt. I know that I will either pass out from claustrophobia or loss of blood. Either one I will be stuck in the hospital for a while. Either way would be a bad way to die, especially in front of an airport. That would be a total downer.

             As if on cue the edges of my visions start to blur and soon all I can see are 3 boys about my age running over to me. Before I fall over they call over a big man that looked familiar. Then in a flash everything goes black and I'm soon in a dream land again.

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"I love you Lexi, do you love me?" he asks.

"No I don't believe in love Tyler. Leave me alone, we were over a long time ago." I say with venom in every word getting angry at his attempt to get me back.

                 I did love him I just didn't trust him as much as I did. I should have asked him about what I heard but I guess the rumors just got to me. The rumors of that he cheated on me and that he was just a big player that wanted to get in my pants.

                  He would call me and text me over and over again. He even tried to sleep on my lawn for me to talk to him. For me to believe him. But I didn't trust him without me there standing next to him. When I was with him I would notice his eyes linger on any girl that was decent enough for him.

                  Today was the night that I finally gave in and went to the park to talk to him. Everything was going as good as talking to your cheating ex could go. We were walking along the path that led to the woods that we would go to when we were dating. That was our own hideout for us to have our private time. I had my phone and purse glued to my arm just in case anything happened. I was always worried.

                    We reached the clearing in the woods and everything was just like we left it the day I broke up with him. The lawn chairs scattered around with lights and decorations hanging everywhere on the trees. I went and sat in a chair and waited for him to say something to start off. A breeze came by and my hair and dress lifted around me.

                     I looked at Tyler to see his face full of lush and wanting. I inch away from his gaze and look down at my phone to see a message from Danny, one of my protective best friends. He knows about the rumors and where I was at the moment he was actually in the parking lot of the park as a look out. I was that worried something would happen. I text him back and look up to come face to face with Tyler.

"May I help you?" I spat at him.

"Yeah it would be nice if you took me back. I think you and me know you want me back." he replies with a cocky grin.

I lay back in the chair and look at him with a smirk. I think I'll play him a little bit.

"I can't I already found another man. And hes way better then you will ever be." I say crossing my arms over my chest.

"You will never meet anyone better than me. I was the best thing that ever happened to you." he says back with a 'duh' tone, like he knows I already should know that.

"Actually no you weren't you treated me like shit. So I found someone that treats me right, and you can't do anything about it." I say getting up and walking away. He soon stops me and tugs me back to the clearing. Along the way I drop my purse while my phone is still in my hand. I look at him and see the anger in his eyes and a wave of fear washes over me.

            I pull my hand with my phone behind my back and send Danny a quick text to help me out. I don't want to encounter one of Tyler's rages. I only got it once and he hit me across the face giving me a black eye. I didn't talk to him for a week and he finally apologized and took me on a wonderful date.

             Time ticked by for what felt like hours but was really just a minute. He kept looking at me with that angry look and after that long minute I tried to pull away. I wasn't going to waste my time here with a guy I didn't want back. When I first started to pull away his grip got tighter and tighter. I could feel the bruise start to form.

              Then I really tugged on my arm he caught me by surprise an slapped me across the face. I griped at my face with a shocked expression. I looked at him and he looked like an animal ready to pounce. I stepped back until my back hit something, a tree. He came closer and closer. I was getting more and more worried by the minute. 

              I looked around looking for a way out but found nothing. I looked back at him and he was right in front of me. He looked at me then pulled his hand back the was in a fist and pulled in forward connecting with me right eye. I fell to the ground with him above me.