Deer Dariy
I am Avia Butler i am 5 i am in kinergarden momma gets me tihs for my brithdy. I rote in this but fialed. I wuv uyo dariy.
Wuv Avia.(she says: dear diary,
I'm Avia Butler. I'm 5. I'm in kindergarten. My mommy got me this for my birthday! I wrote in this before but I failed. I love you diary.
Love,Avia)
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Dear diary,
It was my last day of third grade today!! I am excited for fourth!! But I'm bullied by a girl in my class,Tania. She calls me ugly,fat,stupid,not perfect,dumb,and a word I never heard of,slut. She also tells me to cut myself. I don't know what that means but I'll look it up.
Love Avia.
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Dear book that I will never write in again,
It is the last day of fourth grade. Tania is in my class again. Whatever. I also found out that I'm a bitch. From Gavin and Tania. I found out what cutting was. Where you take a sharp object and cut wherever you want. I tried it yesterday. It really hurts. But it helps what people said. I cut again.💦💦(blood). Oops blood got on the page. Sorry.
Love Bitchy Ave.
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Dear diary,
It's Ave Butler here again. I'm 16 now and I still cut. Everywhere. I cut 30 marks on each arm and leg. Oops mom says to go to sleep. Bye.
Love Bitchy Ave.
(Last one).
I close the diary and throw on some pajamas and bracelets then fall asleep having a craving of a cigarette. In the morning I will. My friend Addy who is 17 smokes. She got me on a habit of smoking. She also has done drugs a couple times but I didn't do them. I have a party tomorrow. Yay! I finally fell asleep to"Therapist".
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Cutting Knifes
FanfictionAve Butler is 16. Her parents don't vlog anymore. I am not a virgin,smoke,and haven't done any drugs yet. I self harm. Everyday,twice a day. Nobody knows what it's like. I write in my diary. My Parents have a toddler,Isabelle Drew Butler. She is thr...
