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Cameryn
I'm getting released in two days. Then I can see Luke. Madi came to see me yesterday. She started crying, which made me cry. I feel so sick, my world just fell apart. Fuck. It's even my fault that Luke's like this. I hate that, but its true. I was like no we won't. But Luke was right. Fuck. When is he not right. Ugh. It's all my fault. If you haven't noticed. I'm wrong like 90% of the time. So yeah. Its my fault.
"Cam?" I look up seeing Michael in the doorway.
"Mike. What are you doing here?" He gives me a weak smile.
"I thought you should know that Ashton's not visiting today." I shrug my shoulders.
"When does he visit?" Mike nods his head agreeing. Ashton doesn't really visit me anymore.
"I have to go but I promise I will bring you pizza." He walks out and I turn on my side letting darkness known as sleep take over. I don't know how many times I've pinched myself. Just to make sure this is a dream. But fuck. It's not a dream. This is my life that I'm living right now. And I hate it. I don't like not hearing Luke's voice. I hate it.
Short update. Ik. I'm lame. But hey. Almost done with part one.
(God my author notes are so lame, who's your fave character so far?)
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Ashton Irwins little sister
FanfictionThis is my life as Ashton Irwin's little sister. I've made mistakes and regrets but I never thought I'd make the biggest mistake and regret falling in love with him. Luke Hemmings
