Don't Tell Mum and Dad [Larry Stylinson AU]

Chapter 2

Sorry it has taken me so long to update this chapter, I have been writing parts as the weeks have gone by, though I haven't had much time with homework, after school clubs and my brothers and sisters.

I haven't much else to say except that I hope you enjoyed the last chaper and enjoy this one just as much x

[Louis' POV]

Harry. The only one of my eight siblings I can't stand. Why? I don't know, all I do know is that I can't be in the same room as him without my anger boiling up. Honestly, I didn't want to feel this way about him, but I just did and I couldn't help it. I wanted to have a brotherly relationship with him, but I just felt like that was impossible with us; we're complete opposites and have absolutely nothing in common.

It's safe to say that mine and Harry's relationship was was barely even there. We avoid each other as much as possible in school and at home. I could go a few days without even seeing the lad, which I wasn't really complaining about. Even if I did tell Harry that I want to have an actual brotherly bond with him, he would just be confused and refuse after everything I have put him through.

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I sighed as I heard the door close downstairs; Harry was back from school. I hadn't gone today as I slept in and then just really couldn't be bothered to go anyway. Mum and dad say that I'm not going to get very far in life, but I wasn't really bothered. I didn't really want to do much in life, not anything big anyway.

When I heard footsteps climbing the stairs, I rolled sideways to turn on my radio, that was placed on top of my draws next to my bed, that was also connected to my phone. I pressed shuffle on my playlist and smiled when This Is Gospel by Panic! At The Disco blasted through the speakers. I nodded my head to the song and lay back down on my bed.

All of a sudden, I saw a figure standing in my door way, so I turned my head. It was Harry. I glared at him in annoyance; why was he here? A chuckle escaped my lips as I watched him rush off. Honestly, it was amusing seeing Harry rush off in fear from me because I would never actually physically hurt the boy, but it was amusing that he thought I would.

After about an our of listening to my music, I decided to go on my favourite website: Wattpad. No one knows I use this website apart from my followers that read my stories. I don't personally think that they're any good, but apparently they are as quite a few people like to read them. My favourite people to write about was two boys called Luke Hemmings and Ashton Irwin, also known as the lead singer and drummer from a popular band called 5 Seconds of Summer. These boys meant everything to me, more than anyone else; even though they had no idea of my existence, they have saved my life in more ways than one. The band consisted of members Luke Hemmings, Ashton Irwin, Michael Clifford and Calum Hood, all of which I adored.

There was just one problem with liking the band: no one could ever find out. Everyone who knows me knows that I'm into "screamo" music and wears black and gets called "emo" and "fag" and even though they're correct, it still hurts. And, I didn't want to through anymore bullying.

Yes, I'm gay. I'm as bent as circle, but I'm closeted and no one can know. It's not like I have anyone to tell anyway, but if anyone did find out, it would ruin me. I hear stories of people coming out to their families and they take it so well and support the homosexual family member, but then I have also heard stories of how parents have abused their child for being gay and starved them, take everything of theirs away, and I didn't want that. In all honesty, I was scared.

For now, though, I didn't want to think about that, I wanted to read the new update for the Lashton fanfiction I was reading. The plot line to the story was really good. The book itself was just overall amazing. It was called "Wherever You Are", which is also one of the band's song titles. Basically, Luke and Ashton have been friends for as long as they can remember, but one day when they're sixteen years old, Ashton disappears and no one knows where he has gone. Luke tries to be strong for Ashton's family, but accidently spills that he has had feelings for Ashton for a very long time to Ashton little sister, Lauren. Suspicious acts take place to the point where Luke is left confused as Lauren seems to know more than she let's on about Ashton's disappearance.

As soon as I read the description for this book, I knew I had to read it and as soon as possible.

After I had read the chapter, I decided to go through the author's profile and have a look at their other works, loving a few of the plot lines and added them to my library. I decided to send the author a quick message saying, 'Hey! I love your fanfics, you're so talented!' I sent the message and bit my bottom lip as I exited the profile and began the next update to my own story. It was nowhere near as good as the fanfiction I was reading present, but I liked to write and I didn't really care what other people thought of what I wrote.

"Louis! Harry!" I heard my mum call me and my brother from downstairs. "Dinner's ready!"

I rolled my eyes; I didn't want to eat, I just wasn't hungry. I left my room and scowled as I nearly ran into the curly haired boy. "Watch it."

Also, if you think the chaptered are too small, tell me and I will try and add a few hundred words to them c:

All the love ~ ♡BethanyLStylinson♡