Alice

To Heal

My condition has gotten worse. Since, I was... raped... I'm back to square one, internal bleeding, ripped tissue, and the urge for sex again.

* flashback*

When I woke up I saw the I.V drip in my arm. I ripped it out. I saw the holes and bumps on my arms from the drugs the guy doped me up with. Green diamonds, I think it was called.

Felt nice, the high as they call it.

I'd been introduced to drugs before , and i'd realized it'd been a month since my last fix.

I've never gone so long.

*flashback end*

Now i'm here, in pain' and violated too. The happy doctors and peppy nurses that act as if they've had to much coffee weren't helping either.

"-lice, Alice, ALICE????!!!!"

"Yes Ma'am?"

"It's time for your rehab session sweetie !!!!!!!" said the nurse overexcitedly.

"O-Okay ma'am." I said nervously, embarrassed that I had forgotten about my rehab session.

She put me in a wheelchair since I was still too sore to walk, and wheeled me down to the rehab center."

When we finally got down to the center, I was greeted by Mrs. Higgins.

" Hello Alice, I hope you have your song ready," Said Mrs. Higgins

" Yes, Ma'am, I do," I said as I took out the paper in my activity folder.

"Alice you are the only one who did the activity, congratulations, Now if you don't mind please sing your song I even have a few instruments for people who wanted music."

I saw the keyboard and wheeled myself over.

*Play Music*

The full moon slightly chipped that's so me so please take me and hold me tight just make me alright under the dark clouds

Wingless swans in my soul from the fortress a pessimist, my howl in the night to the isolated star, Don't drive me crazy everything seems too far the sky so deep spread endlessly.

How on earth, can I get to the strawberry field?

The fool moon slightly chipped uncertain oh please save me and let me smile, just make me alright over the bed of trees my heart spins around.

My howl in the dawn to the isolated, I dare to forgive you, everything seems too far care for me tenderly.

How on earth can I get to the strawberry field?

* Music end *

After I'd finished mostly everyone was in tears except for the boy with white hair, an eyepatch, and one red eye that was dull and lifeless with no emotions shown except for hate and malice.

" That was beautiful, Alice you wrote that by yourself too," said Ms. Higgins

I stayed impassive at the compliment, as I looked at the boy, then turned and rolled away towards the back of the class, isolated from everyone else at the session.

* Time Skip *

" Good bye everyone have a good day, see you next session," said Mrs. Higgins, "Alice, Winter, could you stay behind I need to talk to you two."

I complied and wheeled myself back towards her, the boy from earlier in toe.

" What do you need Ma'am?" said the boy I looked at before, he seemed even more beautiful up close.

"Alice, Winter, you two are the most withdrawn out of every one here, so you both will be in paired together to make sure you stay in your comfort zones." Said Mrs. Higgins

""Okay."" We both said simultaneously

* Time skip *

As we were heading out of the group room, Winter took hold of my wheelchair and pushed me towards a vacant room.

" What are you doing Winter?" I asked as I started to panic.

I didn't want to be raped or beaten or owned again.

" Nothing, you seemed tired so I suggest we wait here until you fall asleep, it makes sense doesn't it?"

"...... No......"

" Oh, okay, do you want to go to your room then ?"

" Yes......."

" Fine I'll take you to it."

As he started pushing me towards my room I calmed down bit by bit, at this I smiled.