Guys....I apologize for my short chapter. Just bare with me, please. So here we go.
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Next morning
Louis woke up with the usual. Slugging his self out of bed because he always says he's going to go to bed early but ends up on Twitter or Instagram. He hated himself for always making promises he couldn't keep. Especially when its a promise he made to himself. It made him feel less than what he was worth.
When Louis went into his bathroom he washed his face. Then he just looked himself in the mirror and he forced himself to smile. Not sure why he did it. He's not even sure himself. I guess he had just forgot how his smile looked, he hadn't smiled in a long while. Louis stared himself in the mirror with only a couple words in his head. 'I hate myself.'
As the simple sentence played over in his head his smile vanished into thin air and tears were rushing out of his eyes. Louis just didn't understand. When he came out of the closet he thought it would be a good thing. He figured he would inspire others to come out of the closet. He couldn't of been more wrong.
Louis was so emotionally drained he decided not to go to school today because even if he did go he would be late. Plus he didn't feel like dealing with other people in general today.
He felt nauseous after he got done crying. He stood up and looked around. He must of cried for a full forty minutes. He couldn't cry anymore. It was physically impossible at the moment. "Pathetic." He said to himself with an unsteady voice. His voice sounded cracked because of the amount of tears he cried. Louis walked back to his bed slowly. He didn't have any energy, and its not just because he only got the max of four hours asleep last night.
It was mostly because he was tired. Tired of the bullshit. He then made himself yet another promise, that he swore he'd keep. If he got at least one person to come out of the closet then he would change. He'd go back to the way he used to be. The original Louis. With that being said he went back to sleep.
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Short chapter. I'm going to update some time later in the day so it should be okay. DOUBLE UPDATE, THATS RIGHT!.....Sorry.... LOL Anyways remember to vote and comment and all that good stuff because it'd make me love you. Not that I don't already love but it'd make me love you more. Lalalala goodbyyye
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