The life you never wanted

This is me

Running with all the kids on Halloween was a dream.A dream. The way the wind felt on my face. The world shone around me and I felt light and infinite. Nothing in the world could have made me happier that to hear all the other kids laughing and talking about how much candy they have. Until I passed a house; the house was beautiful. It was big with maybe 25  Windows .it looked like a house with lots of candy so I made the biggest mistake of my life. I took a step forwards.In the house I saw a shadow running at in- humane speed ;it was moving around the house suddenly appearing at every window then it suddenly stopped when I took my step.

That was me. A little, reckless yet happy child. That was my last memory of being a normal child. Now I am almost 18 years old and doomed. Right now i am looking for a way out. You must be wondering what i am talking about well let me explain. When i was 9 years old i was aloud for the first time to go trick or treating, that is when i saw it. The house, my soon to be home. That is where i met Rapheal. He opened the door for me. He was tall, with long flowing golden hair. He was wearing old fashioned clothing like the ones you see people wearing in the victorian times; i asumed it was for halloween. I could not have been more wrong. As any excited kid would i screamed ' Trick or Treat' and he just laughed and laughed and laughed. I asked him what was so funny he said ' human children and thier traditions'. Then he invited me in, I told that I couldn't that i promised my family that I would stay safe. He said
'dont worry child, what is your name'
'Clarice sir' i andwered thinking that this man was so nice. That is what i hate most about Rapheal, full of mystery and illusion; knows how to make a first impresion but doesnt know the first thing about bieng nice or human. But what you dont understand is Rapheal can draw you in like a venus fly trap, he is carful about the way he looks at you ; the precise angle of his smile; the things he says, he does it so you cant turn away. That is what he did with me. 

He begged me to come in. I couldn't resist. He walked me into his posh luxuruose home, it was old fashioned; dark; expensive and looked antique. His house had  5 floors each one as dazzling as the next. He sat me down in the living room and gave me 'apple juice'. I realise after it was not Apple juice it was drugs. It was not ordinary drugs it was a drug that vampiricly bonded me with Rapheal. Let me tell you what that means. It means that Rhapheal has taken custody of me until I am 18 years old which is when I get turned into a full fledged vamp. I will be Rapheal's vampire beta.I am second in line for alpha. I am seventeen now and I'm a few months I will become 18. I still haven't found a way out. I'm stuck

This is me