Maya's Diary: TOP SECRET!!!

I wish he loved me!!

Dear diary,
Okay, okay. I know I said that I wouldn't write in you again. But I meant it at that time.
So anyway, guess what happened at school today? Too late!! I'm gonna tell ya!
RILEY
AND
LUCAS!!!
Yeah that's right!!
RILEY
AND
LUCAS!!!!!!
And guess what I found out? THEY FRIGGIN KISSED!!!!!😰😭!!
MY LIFE IS ONE BIG PIECE OF CRAP!!
I just wish he loved me the way I loved him!!
Life is too crazy for me!!!
And you'll never believe our convo today!!
At school earlier...
"HI!!" Riley practically screamed at me.
"Hi Riles. What's up?" I answered like, half deaf.
"GUESS WHAT?!"
"What?" I smiled.
"Lucas and I kissed!!!!"
My smile faded. My whole face fell into a full blown frown. I blinked back tears of frustration, disappointment and sadness.
"Oh that's...um...cool."
"Cool? I thought you'd be more excited for me. What's wrong?"
"Um I am!! Nothing wrong!"
"But y-"
"BYE!"
"Maya wait!"
Then I ran.
I didn't know where I was going. I just ran. When I finally sat down, I buried my head into my knees and I just sobbed loudly for I long time.
😞!!!
What is wrong with me!?
Why did I ever think that I had a chance with Lucas?
Why, why WHY is my life so massively cruddy?
😞😔??!