"You sure?" John asked, his hand ready to slip into my underwear. It had been three and a half months since we started dating at this point. I nodded.
Why not? I love him and trust him more than I've ever trusted anyone. We had already told each other of our love back after the first month. He wasn't just that typical "I-love-you, now-let's-bang" type of guy. He was far from that. The actual opposite to be exact. I've been with those types of guys, so I'd know one when I saw one.
Mmmm. His fingers swirled around my clit, but they didn't enter me. Yet.
The more time we spent together, the more comfortable we became with each other. I had already touched him, but my mouth had been nowhere near there. Again, yet. We lay there as he touched me and I let out soft moans, which I soon learned he loved to hear. He'd always smile when he heard them, he loved me and loved to give me pleasure, just as I did him.
As he pleasured me, I unzipped and unbuttoned the front of his jeans to give him some well deserved pleasure as well. John never moaned the way I did, but I could always tell when he liked something better than other things. I wasn't so confident in what to do to him, it was my first time doing this just as it was his. He always liked the rougher side of the spectrum, so that's how we kept things.
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A couple weeks later, after growing accustomed to his hand being where no hand has ever been, I finally allowed him to slip his finger inside of me. Just one for now, maybe more later.
We talked about actual intercourse and when to do it. He was extremely patient with me, he promised to never force anything upon me. He always found new ways to make me moan. Eventually, he'd started giving me oral. And let me say, wow.
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Mmmm. I let out a sigh of pleasure as his tongue swirled in and around my entrance. He looked far too pleased with himself as he did this. Love does make everything feel better. I let out a soft gasp as he fingered me whilst sucking at my clit. I'll return the favor this time. I'll stop being such a big baby today. It's no big deal, right? I pulled him on top of me, gradually pumping him faster and faster. I always knew he was close to the edge by the way he let out his breaths. His breathing eventually intensified followed by him releasing his tension all over my bare stomach and breasts. This is so hot. It will never not be hot. After being cleaned up, I didn't let him lay back down next to me. I wrapped my legs around his thighs as he knelt over my chest. I stuck my tongue out towards his dick playfully.
"Yeah?" He smiled, thinking I was kidding. I nodded and he jokingly pushed his hips towards my face. Giggling, I pushed him off. "You really want to?" He asked. I nodded again, getting shy but not wanting to change my mind. Don't be scared. There's a first time for everything. He then lay down and waited for me to make a move. I tied my hair back, then got extremely self conscious by the fact that he was about to watch me suck him off for the first time.
"Uhh," I blushed, grabbing a small blanket and laying it over his head.
"Really?" He laughed.
"Yes," I tried not to turn any shade of pink or red, but I was nervous. I stared at the long, thick penis I was about to put into my mouth. How am I going to fit this in my mouth? I gently stroked it, trying to ready myself. Stop being so dramatic, just do it. At least I know to not let my teeth touch it. Without a second thought, I slid what I could into my mouth and attempted to bob my head while sucking. This isn't too hard. Well, HE is hard, but the action itself isn't so bad. I did the best I could do for the longest I could manage, but after no more than thirty seconds of sucking, my cheeks became sore. I slowly pulled his dick from my mouth as he took the blanket off his face.
"You okay?" He asked.
"Yeah, my cheeks hurt," I nervously laughed. He smiled and pulled me up to his chest.
"It's okay, still felt good. I'm sure you'll get more practice soon enough" he teased. Yes I will, and I'll become so much better at this.
