"Friends" a bad boy romance

Chapter 12

Hey guys this is Justice and I KNOW HE IS HOTT! Lol but I really hope that you enjoy this and have a great day! 😘

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It's getting closer to Christmas each day that rolls by. Me and Xavier talk a bit but he's been really distant. I hope it's not that thing with the gang he just seems out of it the past couple months. School is officially out for Christmas break and I'm so excited! It seems that me and Justice have been catching up a lot and I enjoyed his company.

My mom and dad officialy got a divorce now and it's been hard on mom but she seems like she's over it. I started talking with Katie and Serena again but Naomi seems to be enjoying herself. She's part of Brittney's "crew" and I'm totally fine with that if she wants to be a skank. Sorry but it's the truth. I see Brian in the halls but we never talk and I didn't want to tell anyone but part of the reason we broke up is because he is a totally sex freak!

He's basically a man-whore ever since we broke up. I never knew why I had dated him in the first place that will always remain a mystery. Mom's always at the house now and since I'm turning 17 on Christmas I'm really hoping she gets me a car a newer car, because I'm telling you that car will break down literally anywhere anytime.

My dad calls me sometimes I ignore him most times but when I'm in a good mood I answer but it's always him trying to apologize. I'm not even mad at him anymore or so I think, but it's just the fact that the woman he's with is well a...whore. But what he doesn't understand is that I need time to figure things out whether I want to forgive him or not has been really confusing.

Justice came over my house the other day and he met my mom which surprisingly she remembered him she was shocked at first because he is just so....so....handsome. When we were younger he had his braces and his glasses but I think he wears contacts now and his teeth are perfect. His eyes perfect. His cheek bones perfect. Everything about him is basically perfect.

Today I was going shopping with Serena and Katie and I hope I could at least find my mom a present. I always love to get presents before the Holiday just because I don't want psycho moms trying to steal my things. This time of the year it happened way to much I think these moms are on drugs or something because the last time I went Christmas shopping last minute was a nightmare.

I was minding my own business when I found the perfect gift for my mom it wasn't to expensive and it was a very cute silver necklace that said "I love you" and I quickly grabbed it and was knocked over by some girls and moms and it was just so hectic. I quickly left that store but not before paying of course.

I was interrupted by my thoughts when my mom knocked on my door and told me Katie and Serena were here. I gave mom a hug and told her I'd be fine and what-not she hugged me back and I went downstairs to open the door. "Hey girl hey", Serena said cheerfully. "Hey guys", I said and gave them a hug. "So are you ready to go?", Katie asked. "Yeah let me go grab my purse", I said. I went upstairs and grabbed my purse, but spilled it all on the floor. "Hey I'll be a minute guys", I called out to them.

I grabbed what was on the floor but I knew I was missing something. It was my birth control pills. I never really took them because I didn't have sex, but just in case. I had always carried them in my purse this was weird. I went into my moms room and called out to her. No answer. "Mom?", I called again. It was really dark and I couldn't see so I turned on the lights. There my mom was lying on her bed with the pills on her nightstand. All I could see is that she was gasping with air. I cried out to Serena and Katie and I quickly called the ambulance crying and asking myself why did she do this to herself?

The ambulance arrived pretty quickly after that and it was just such a blur. I saw my mom getting carried out by a gurney and I was just crying and crying and crying but Katie and Serena were comforting me but they were crying to because they were like a second mother to them since we were younger.

Serena and Katie took me to the hospital were we waited to see my moms condition. I was really nervous that I wasn't fast enough to save her. I wanted her to live she was my mother. She was the only real family I had left. My grandparents died. My mom has a sister but she lives in Italy. My dad dosent have any siblings. My Aunt Kelli had a son and a daughter but they were a lot younger than me and lived in Italy. She was the only one who cared for me. She was the best and she didn't deserve to die.

We were all waiting impatiently when the doctor arrived. He had a certain look on his face the face of sympathy. "Hello girls which one of you is, Christine?", he asked. "I am", I said. He smiled. "Your mother well...", he started to say. I teared up a bit. No she couldn't be. "Well your mother has been a bit suicidal and I just wanted you to answer a few questions", he said. "How is my mother?", I asked. "Your mother is fine she overdosed on what seems to be birth control pills so we had to pump her stomach but she should be fine", he said. "Oh thank God", I said relived. "But I need to ask you a couple of questions", he said serious. "Go ahead", I said.

"Have you noticed any signs that your mother was suicidal or thinking about any rash actions?", he asked. "Well no she is always a bright person and I couldn't really see why she would even think about suicide", I said. "Do you think you might know why your mother is depressed?", he asked. "Well she has recently got a divorce from my father", I said. "If you don't mind me asking why did they get a divorce?", he asked.

All the thoughts swelled in my head about what had happened in the last couple of months it was really hard on me as well my I couldn't imagine what my mom had been through. "He cheated on her with another woman", I said calmly though tears were forming. "Ok well I think that will be enough questions for now but if you need to talk to me just ask a nurse for Dr. Keith", he said. "Thank you Dr.Keith", I said. He smiled. "If you want you can see your mom now she should be awake", he said and walked away. I looked over at Katie and Serena who were being very quiet.

"Are you ok?", they asked me. "I think so", I said. "Good", Katie said. "I'm so sorry", Serena said. "Why are you sorry?", I asked. "You know it's something people say when something bad has happened", she said. "I was trying to lighten the mood a bit I don't want to be sad", I said. She smiled. "I'm going to see my mom you can come if you want", I said. "No you need your privacy when your ready we'll be here", Katie said. "Okay", I said giving them a hug. I asked the nurse where Chasity Rogers was and she said room 208. It was hard finding 208 because every corner basically looked the same.

I finally found room 208 after about 10 minutes of looking around. I should of asked the nurse where it was but she should have showed it to me anyway. "Mom?", I said and walked in. "Hi", she said quietly. "Why did you do it?", I asked. "The divorce, money issues, I'm just heartbroken baby", she said. "You didn't have to resort to suicide", I said. "I know and at last minute I want going through with it I was thinking that I was going to leave my baby girl and I never want to leave you ever", she said crying a bit. "It's okay mom", I said hugging her. "I won't ever disappoint you again", she whispered in my ear. "I know you won't", I said letting go of our embrace.

"When are you leaving?", I asked. "I'll be out of here tomorrow, but I plan on seeing s therapist", she said. "Good you need it, listen mom I'd hate to leave you but I'll be back in the morning to check on you and get ready to leave", I said. "Of course baby, don't worry about me", she said smiling. "I have to worry about you mom", I said and hugged her tight. "I know but I promise you won't ever have to see me in a hospital or a grave involving suicide", she said letting go. "Promise?", I said. "Promise", she said. I said goodbye and left her hospital room. I was scared for her I didn't want to lose her.

As I was walking in the halls a hospital room door was open. Being my nosy self I looked at who it was. It was Xavier with cuts and bruises all over his face. "Xavier!", I said barging in his room. He turned looked at me absolutely horrified. "Hey princess" he said his voice raspy and icy...

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