(Xavier's POV)
I woke up to an empty side of the bed. Did I-. I did. Oh my god I actually did that. To her. I couldn't believe what I had done. She wasn't ready to learn about my past my present and I didn't plan on her being there in the future. I felt horrible. I had taken her innocence away from her. Me, the guy who she never wanted, the guy she didn't see herself settling down with.
It shouldn't have been me to take her. But I did. No turning back now. Flashbacks of last night flooded my thoughts. Her soft skin. Her moans. God. Why? I don't want to hurt her. I don't have the heart to do that to her. If it was another girl I'd be fine. No questions asked. But with her....things were complicated.
I got out of bed and got dressed. I signed and opened the door. I heard Christine and Serena talking. "Leave it alone Serena it's complicated like I said", Christine said. I shouldn't be listening but I wanted to hear what they were saying. "Oh come on it can't be complicated! He obviously likes you", Serena said.
"I don't know....", Christine said. At that moment I walked into the living room. "Oh hey", Serena said grinning. Christine rolled her eyes. "I'm sorry Christine", I said. "I should go...", Serena said and went out the door. "Sorry for what?", she asked. "For....everything", I said. "Huh? What do you mean, Xavier.", she said. "I mean I'm sorry for being an ass, for not telling you everything when I should have, and especially for taking your virginity", I said.
"I wanted you to, and yeah I kinda regret it, but then again I don't. I feel something special with you for some reason, and I can't put my finger on it but maybe the saying is true, that opposites do attract", she said. "I somewhat feel "things" with you that I didn't feel with anyone else, a yearning to protect. And I'm a safe guy. I always tell you that I'm dangerous", I said.
"Maybe I like danger", she said smiling. I scoffed. "I truly do like you", I said. "I know and you want to protect me I get it. I'm not the girl that I was when I first met you. I've changed so much. Things-bad things have happened to me and made me feel closer with you. Like your my protector", she said. "I want to be your protector, but the gang-", I said. "The gang? Well the gang has nothing to do with the guy I feel in...in like with. Your an amazing guy just know that", she said.
"The gang is a big part of me. The real me. The me that has been searching for answers. I have a brotherhood a bonding with the gang. But I'll try to get out of it", I said. "No they'll kill you!", she said. "Maybe they won't", I said. "What makes them so different?", she asked. "All of them are my family", I said. "My uncle, my cousins, my best friends, maybe they won't hurt me", I said. "Go to them", she said. And with that I left.
I had arrived at the Auto shop my uncle worked in. He was in his mid 40's and I like to think of him as one of my favorite uncles. I walked in and was greeted by the workers. "Hey Frank, do you know where uncle Leo is?", I asked one of Leo's best friends. "Should be in his office, it's nice to see you again Xavier", he said. "You too", I said and walked to my uncles office.
"Aye, it's Xavier! Where have you been my boy! You've missed the meetings", he said hugging me. "Yeah sorry about that, Uncle Leo", I said. "So what brings you here?", he asked. "Well I wanted to know if their was a way out of the...the gang", I said. He looked shocked at that. I knew he would. I was supposed to be the new leader once I turned 18 next year. "Why is that?", he asked concerned.
"It's mãmã she isn't to fond of me in the gang and want to make her proud", I said leaving out Christine. "Hmm....I can't....well....listen my boy, you can't. It's against policy you know that, I know there is something your not telling me", he said. "It's a girl. I want to stop this life. I only started to find the killer of my papã and brother", I said. "My boy, we all have things we are not proud of. You however can not escape this life. You do realize people want to leave for better reasons then that my boy", he said.
"Why?", I asked. He sighed. "Listen if you want to leave, leave. But people will find you and they will want to kill you", he said. "I'm going to leave and if they want to kill me they can", I said. "I won't tell a soul. You have my word. I owe your mother. I need to protect her only son, now", he said. "Thank you uncle Leo", I said. "Don't mention it", he said.
I left out of his office and was walking towards my motorcycle when I bumped into someone. "Oh shit. Um I'm sorry", I said. It was a guy and when he looked up I immediately recognized him. He was wearing his uniform shirt and some blue jeans. He had blue eyes that were basically looking into my soul. "Xavier?", he asked in a deep voice. "Erik?", I said.
He man hugged me. "It's been so long!",he said. "It sure has", I said. Erik was my best friend back in elementary school. We always got in trouble and had an amazing childhood planking some of our neighbors back then. "How are you?", he asked. "I'm good, you?", I said. "I'm good", he said. "I have to go, but I'll see you later. Do you work here?", I asked. "Oh yeah I do so I'll see you around Xavier"? He said. And I left...
------about 15 minutes of riding in my motorcycle I arrived at Christine's house.
I knocked on the door. Serena answered. "Come in", she said. I walked in and I saw Christine watching T.V. "Hey", I said. "Oh hey!", she said hugging me. "What happened?", she asked. "I'm out", I said leaving parts out of what my uncle said. "That's great!", she said smiling. "Yeah", I said. "Hey Christine Matt and I are going out to the movies, do you guys want to go?", Serena asked.
I looked over at Christine. She looked at me. I nodded. "Sure", she said. "Okay good I'm going to get ready", Serena said walking into her room. "I'm going to get ready too", she said. "Hey I'm going to grab some clothes at my house I'll meet you at the movies", I said. "Okay cool I'll see you then", she said.
(Christine's POV)
It had been an hour since Xavier left. Plenty of time for me to do my hair and makeup. I chose and light color of blush and used a pink for lipstick. I had put on light brown eyeshadow and mascara on. I curled my hair and I had to choose an outfit to wear.
I decided on a white sweater (since its getting cold) some blue jeans and combat boots. I put on some bracelets and some earrings. "Hey you ready?", I asked Serena. "Yeah, where's Xavier?", she asked. "He went to get some clothes from his house", I said. "Okay so he's meeting us there?", she asked. "Yup", I said. "Cool", she said. Serena and Matt were totally matching. I didn't know if they did that on purpose but it was adorable. Serena was wearing a light grey hoodie and a white shirt with some Jordan's.
Matt was wearing a grey jacket and a light grey shirt with converse. I wonder what Xavier was wearing. ....
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Soooo sooooo sorry that this is up late! I couldn't think of what to write and at last minute it came to me, so I apologize!!! The girl in the picture if you didn't guess is my invision of Serena, Katie will be in the upcoming chapters so don't worry I didn't forget about her! In the next part you will see Matt or at least my invision of what he looks like. Again I'm sorry for this being late..and that it's really short I had writers block, but then nextone will be longer I promise! Thanks for reading I love ya! 💜💙❤️
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"Friends" a bad boy romance
Romance16 year old Christine Evans is the picture perfect girl. Everyone wants to be her. She makes straight A's and has always told the truth to her parents. But when a badass guy Xavier Rogers shows up Christine's world comes tumbling down....