A life of a female alpha

heres what i imagin lucys dress will look like -------->

lucy pov

my name is lucy ,im not the type of girl people like to hang out with .I;ve been alone since i could remember .Even when my parents were alive they didnt want me ,it use to never be like that , i was once spoiled and showered with love , i dont mean to sound concided but everyone loved and respected me because i was next in line to be alpha . but all that changed on that drefull day when i turned six .we were having a ceremony like we do every generation when the next alpha turns six .i could remember that day like it was yesterday

flashback

i woke up to the sun beaming threw my curtains , i remember being so excited because today was my birthday.i hurriedly got changeed and ran downstairs .

mommy i screamed while jumping in the air to give her a hug

hi sweety my mother coo in my ear , are you ready for your big day today ?

i remeber i was so excited that i couldnt even speak all i could manage was a huge grin on my face .

i'll take that as a yes my mother said while laughing at my eagerness

well go eat breakfeast with your father and meet me up in your bedroom my mother said in her serious tone .

i started walking away from my mother towards the dinning room ,on my way there i was greeted by almost everyone like usual . as i made it to the dinning room i plolped myself up on a chair and was handed a plate full of my favorite food chocolate chip pancakes ,i started digging into my food while staring intensly at my father, i saw him fold up his newspaper he was reading in a neat pile ,as he was taking a sip from his cofee when he decided then that he would talk.

how are you feeling my father said with a stern face

im fine daddy

good , i want you to know that your gonna feel all nervouse today and by midnight you are gonna have your fist shift, your gonna  be in alot of pain  but trust me its gonna be all worth it my father said with a smile that reached his eyes.

i was looking at my father while he spoke and i couldnt help with the smile that broke onto my face .

my father look confused at this expression but soon after his face was blank well lucy , its about time you got ready you have a big day a head of you my father spoke while looking at his newspaper again .

As i started to walk away my father spoke again 'oh yeah lucy , good luck

As i walked into my room all i see are clothe everywhere and my mother in my closet while throwing my clothes all of the place.

i guess my mother was satisfied with what she found because that is when all the clothes stoped flying everywhere

my mother comes out of my closet with a a light golden color strap dress with a bow on it .

she helps me put it on and after i am ready we head down stairs where the party is going on and all our guest have arrrived , as i was descending the stairs everyones head turns to my direction ,I didnt mind all the stares because im use to it already .

A couple of hours later.....

we all gather around outside , its finally time for me to shift .Its exaclly 11:58pm .my mother and father showered me with kisses while everyone around me is saying good luck .

im starting to get nervouse now as it nears 12 because everyone is staring at my now .Its 11:59 now and  my palms are sweaty so i wipe them on my dress .while im doing this everyone is shouting its turning twelve in

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but i dont feel anything ,everyone is staring at me now all i see in there eyes are shock ,confusion , all while i was thinking why didnt i shift everyone keep on staring at me for a good couple of minutes ,i turn and glance at the clock and its six minutes past midnight .

i turn to look at my father to see what i should do and what i saw  shocked me , his eyes shows hatred and embarassment and digust , those feeling are directed at me .as i was staring at my father i was to busy to notice what all the pack members were saying as i tuned them in all i heard was .

why havent she  shifted yet someone said

maybe because the alpha is weak and he breeds a weak offspring another spoke

shes a freak someone else spoke

while all these comments were being said i couldnt stop the tears that started to flow down my cheeks .I turn my head to look for my mother and as soon as i spoted her

i started to cry harder

mommy i said choaking on a sob whats happening

but my mother coulldnt even look me in the eyes

lucy someone said i turn my head so i was looking directly at the person and that person was my father ,he looked angry , i visably cringed away

my father look at me with disgust befor turning around to face his pack members

YOU WILL ALL TREAT MY DAUGHTER AS THE OMAGA ,SHE IS A DISGRACE TO MY ALPHA LINE , AS YOU CAN SEE SHE HASNT SHIFTED YET ,SO I SEE SHE HASNT INHERITED ANY ALPHA JEANS my father shouted over the noise

my father and mother gave me one last look befor they walked into the house ,as i turn to look at everyone i notice a kick flying my way ,i stumble to the ground clutching my stomach while gasping for air .after that punches and kicks came flying one after another after what felt like hours but was really only minutes they all felt satisfied and left

that night i remember crying myself to sleeep on the grass outisde my house

END OF FLASH BACK

 i just wanted to know if you liked the story so far ,comment and tell me what you think .this is my first story i have ever written in my life and im nervouse about the outcome of how it will turn out