Run

Is this defeat?

I don't know what to do I can't think of anything other than the overriding fear that had made my whole brain go numb from fear from cold I don't know my brain couldn't comprehend what was happening as I was slammed into the back of the van. Just so you know the smell wasn't helping either would it kill them to use an air freshener. Or at least pretend to wear aftershave at this point i would have settled for deoderont. That dreadful van that I hadn't even noticed before it stopped five metres away from me only 15 minutes ago. Duct tape now covering my shaking hands feet and mouth yes I know man up right but every inch of my body was shaking involuntarily. I tried to steady my breathing but knew that it would have no affect knowing that it would not stop there was no eventual way this would end up we'll for me in any sense of the word. I stared at my kindnappers knowing that my defeat was eminent. Now that my determination that life was proberley over for me I decided to just give it all I had and hope for the best.... I muffled several screams through that duc tape hoping to achieve any ones attention, anyone, I didn't care who just someone had to hear me surely there was one individual out there that was on my side fighting for the underdog that I was. I continued to echo muffled screams until I felt a familiar pinch in my arm somthing that was similar to the horrific days at school when you knew you where destined to have an inoculation from somthing or other. I could feel the cold liquid entering my body pumping through my veins and entering my nervous system. The last thing I remember before being lost to the dark swirling night that would become a restless sleep was the words uttered by my closest kidnapper ... "She can't know why" .......