-Chapter 7-

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I am sooooo sorry I haven't updated in what, like 3 months? I feel so bad... But please hear me out;( I've been super busy with school, dance, and study, and my grades sucked so I had to focus on my grades/school etc.

Anyway I am really sorry, and I hope you enjoy this chapter:) xx

Song-"Human" by Christina Peri

*(Y/N)'s POV*

I stayed in the hospital for a week. They didn't cancel magcon, so everyone was doing the event except for me. That sucked, I love meeting my fans. Also the #getwellsoon(Y/N) was trending world wide! See, this is exactly why I love my fans. Well, one of the many reasons of course. They always make my day.
Nash has been trying to apologize, but I haven't talked to him since the accident, nor do I plan to. I just don't know what I'll do to him if I see him. I just can't deal with him right now.
And Matt. Matt has been great. He's everything a girl wants. I'm just happy I'm with him. But I feel like a slut. First I go out with Nash, and than soon after that, I become Matt's girl friend. I understand why some of their fans are hating on me by calling me a slut, or a whore or something like that. Because of this, there's this on going war between some of Cam and my fans, and some of Nash and Matt's. Cam was furious when he saw all of the hate comments and tweets towards me. He even threatened them that if they keep doing this, he will cancel the whole event. Especially the meet and greet part. This hate certainly has negative impact on me, and the feeling of my broken heart and this hate are combining together, and I just feel like a ticking time bomb ready to explode any time. But I hate making people sad and worried about me, so I'm managing not to lash out,  at least for now.

Today was the day I leave the hospital. I still had to take medications for my blood loss and had ointments for my bruises, and I still had my cast on, but other than that I was fine.
I got dressed into high wasted shorts and a floral crop top that Mahogany brought me a few days ago. I slipped my black combat boots and went outside of the hospital. Cam picked me up and we went back to our hotel. I went up to my room and it was pitch black. Hmmmm that's odd, Cam said they'd all be here. "Hello?" ... No answer. "Um guys? Is anyone here?" ... Still no answer. "... Guys you're scaring me..." I went inside and someone closed the door and it made this squeaky sound which was just too creepy. Suddenly someone crept up to me and hugged me from behind. "UGHHHH WHAT THE HELL?!" I screamed and thrashed around trying to get out of the person's grip. Than the light turned on without any warning and "SURPRISE!!!" Everyone was there with a huge grin/smirk and with their phones out. "Hahaha you should've seen your face!" Jack J laughed and I playfully glared at him. "You guys seriously scared the hell outta me!" I laughed and turned around to see the 'mystery' person which turned out to be Matt. "Oh my god, I missed you so so much!" I crashed my lips on his and everybody started whistling and wolf howling. We pulled away and blushed. I looked around to see all the familiar faces... Except for Nash's. I felt sad that he wasn't there... Wait what? No no no NO. What am I thinking? He broke your heart (Y/N)! AND you have Matt!
"Wait... Where's Nash?" I asked as cool as possible. "Uhmmmm.... He's kinda sorta on a date with Alexia..." (A/N Sorry if any of your name is Alexia... Feel free to change it into a different name while reading:)) Matt replied awkwardly. "Ohhh... Wait, whose Alexia?" This time it was Jack G's turn to speak. "Um the... The girl he cheated on you with..." He said scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. "Oh." I felt something break inside me.
Oh. My. God. (Y/N)! You don't like him anymore! You've moved on, he has moved on! Forget about him! He's the reason for all of your pains!!
I had mixed emotions in my head and it was just confusing me. So I did what I normally do. Ignore them. But this time it wasn't working. I could feel my head spinning around and around and I just felt like drowning in my own thoughts. Time for plan B. Food. Yeah that's right, food. "Hey guys? I'm starving. Let's get something to eat, yeah?" They all agreed and we went down stairs to the hotel buffet. As we settled in our seats, I saw a couple making out at a seat across from us. Why does the guy look so familiar?
Oh... Nash. And that bitch. (A/N sorry not sorry haha) Matt noticed and pulled me closer to him. When we started to eat, somebody dumped their food on me. I looked up and saw that bitch, Alexia. She smirked down at me. "Oops! I am so sorry! I slipped." And walked away. That was when I lost it. The tickibg time bomb that was in me just went boooom! It exploded and with full force.
Oh no she didn't.
I stood up and tackled her. I started to punch her. Hard. Too bad for her, I've been taking martial arts class since I was 5. She scratched me and pulled on my hair. Someone grabbed me and I tried to get out of their grip, desperately kicking and punching the air. Nash came up and pulled Alexia up. "What the fuck is your problem (Y/L/N)?! Why are you beating up my girl friend?" Another boooom. "WHY?! 'WHY' YOU ASK ME GRIER?! BECAUSE YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME! THATS WHY! AND SHE DUMPED HER FUCKING LUNCH ALL OVER ME FOR NO REASON! IF THERS A PERSON WHO HAS A RWASON TO DO THAT TO SOMEONE, ITS ME! ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND NASH?!" I just screamed not carrying about the people around us. "WHY DO YOU CARE? YOUR WITH MATT!!! You know what? My fans are right! You are a SLUT!!! I should've never dated you!" That shattered my heart for the millionth time. "I am the slut here huh? YOU CHEATED ON ME!! She is the slut!! You know what? You probably are blind! Because I still have feelings for you and you don't see it!" I covered my mouth as soon as that last sentence left my mouth. I didn't mean to say that. Matt started to back away and darted out of the crowd. I ran after him feeling extremely sad and angry at myself. When I looked back, I saw Cam yelling at Nash and he started to punch him.
I looke all over the hotel for Matt, and when I finally found him on the roof, he was just a mess. "Matt!!!" He wasn't just a mess, he was broken and shattered. He was crying uncontrollably. Tears were running down his face, and his eyes were blood shot and puffy. "I'm so sorry Matthew. I didn't mean to say that." I sat next to him and touched his shoulder and he flinched and stiffened up. He looked up at me after a while. "Why? You could've just told me that!" His voice broke and it hurt me to see him like this. "You know, everything I said to Nash wasn't true. Well except for the Alexia part. But when Nash said I'm a slut, well that was true. I am a slut. I'm such a sick person... I'm sorry Matt, for everything. But please know that I like, no love you. I'm sorry you were stuck with me. You deserve so much more." I was going to get up and leave, but Matt pulled me into a hug. "Please don't ever call your self that. You're none of those things. And I... I forgive you. We all say things the we don't really mean, and I have too. We're only human. We all make mistakes. And..." He inhaled. "And I love you too. No matter how hard I try, I can't ever erase my feelings for you. I love you too much to ever let you go." Matt said and kissed my temple. I looked up and saw pure love in his eyes. He started leaning in and so did I. I felt everything like the first time we kissed. It was just amazing.
I didn't want to end this moment. I wanted to freeze this moment and live in it forever.

But I'm still confused.
Do I still like Nash, like I used too?
Or has it always been Matt?

-A/N-
So the new chapters up*\(^o^)/*
What do you guys think??
Don't forget to vote, add, and comment! I love reading all of the comments:P Feel free to give me new ideas:) I might use them for this fanfic, or I may use it in a imagine book<3 (I'm thinking about making one, it may just be original magcon, or maybe with some other fandoms, like celebrities etc. So comment down below if I should, or if you want me too! Also don't worry, I will give you credit if I use your idea!)

Again, I'm so sorry I haven't updated in forever, I'll promise to update more often σ^_^;
I may update this weekend AND on Christmas! It can be a Christmas present from me for you guys or something(^з^)-
Also I'll try to update on 23rd, which is a public holiday in Japan, so I don't have school! Yay (*^^*)lol

Well bye loves<3
Catch up to y'all next time I update(≧∇≦)

Stephanie xx

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