Friday 16th October, 2009
I wasnt feeling well yesterday, so I didn't bother writing.
I was feeling very nervous and tired, I had a high fever and felt sick, but I also felt the need to do something new... I wonder why? Anyway, I'm feeling much better now, a bit tired still.. My ma said I shouldnt go to school or work today 'cause I look dead pale, soo.. Yeah. I wasnt able to s̶a̶y̶ write much the other day, but I guess I shouldnt really force myself to write or I will start hating it... But I love writing! At school I write a whole load of stupid stories that just come up in my mind; some are fairytales, some horror stories, some are just random fantasies and dumb ideas or adaptations of already published stories like Cinderella or Snow White in my own kind of fantasy/stupid-ish version.
I have many many stories in mind, so many damn unfinished stories.. SO damn many! I always start with all the passion and excitement but... I never finish them. I never have that inspiration or will to finish them, neither do I have any ideas to finish them. But I have this story I'm working on..It's about this boy.. H e
Tuesday 20th October, 2009
I was went shopping today, with Naoko! It's been so freaking long since I did so..
It's not that I dont like to do so, I just wasnt.. Feeling like going out these days. Anyway, we went to 'PonpÖn', my favourite shop around. We spent like... I dunno, maybe 2-3 hours there? I̶ ̶s̶a̶w̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶h̶e̶l̶l̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶a̶ ̶c̶u̶t̶e̶ ̶a̶s̶s̶ ̶b̶o̶y̶.̶.̶.̶.̶ ̶D̶a̶m̶n̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶I̶ ̶f̶e̶l̶l̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶!̶ Ahem...I bought so much stuff with the little money I had saved up from work.. (sigh) I should try and not waste-spend money like that! I'm pretty sure my dad told me that if I spent my money like that again I wouldnt be allowed out again for month, soo... I'm ready for whatever is coming!
