Waking from a heavy nightmare. The bed under me, is now soaked in sweat. And...what? Blood? That's right, I have a habit of puking blood at times. Apparently my nightmare brought that out of me. It makes sense, since my ribs and stomach are aching. Besides the point; I feel completely defeated. Even sleep betrays my peace.
Sitting up, wiping sweat off my forehead. Using the back of my hand. A panting sigh leaves my lips. Just the thought of Claude makes me feel so sick. The pain of his absence. Is honestly too unbearable. He left me in such a mess. Yet, he expects me to fight this all alone. What an asshole...
"He never loved me, did he? That's why it's so easy for him to go. He'll just butter me up with lies. Just to feel good..." I mutter to myself. The way he makes my heart scream. Makes me feel so empty. So utterly incomplete. Me, Sebastian Michaelis. The fool of hell. Just happened to make the mistake. Of letting one man destroy my whole entirety.
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Darkest Part Of Me
FanfictionDepression, sorrow, fear. These are all what Sebastian feels. He fears the darker part of him, will just win. Trigger warning; I will use a lot of self harm, schizophrenic episodes, and suicidal thoughts/ attempts. If you are triggered by those thi...
