Love Hurts (Lesbian Stories) *Completed*

Queen of Cheer

Kylie

I laughed as I filmed Shane, Hanna and Tom. We were fooling about and having fun. Hanna was pulling funny faces and Shane was dancing the waltz with Tom. The camera was no doubt shaking but I knew that if the time came - I'd need to show them this. Because this I will remember them. My friends, my family, those that I love.

Hanna

I stared at us. The pain in my wrists dimmed, I was all too used to that pain now, even though I shouldn't be; I was. That was about 9 months ago - 2 months before people found out. We were sat in my room, Tom and I were on the bed and Shane on the couch; Yasmine took the floor. It flicked to her in her room, her black hair fell to her shoulders and her blue eyes glistened with determination. She smiled at the camera causing her dimples to show.

Kylie

I sighed as I looked at the camera. I said "When you watch this, I will be somewhere in heaven watching over you guys. I'll be your guardian angle - even when I failed on Earth - I will succeed in the afterlife. Now then you probably have a lot of questions - many of which I can and will answer but not now. Later the time will come. Now I tell you when I first fell for a girl."

I blinked back tears "I was 12 and was in art class. This girl who had blond hair was busy painting a picture of a eagle. It looked alive - like it could spread its wings at any moment - when we packed away. I was at the sink washing my things - our hands brushed - I felt like a lightening bolt had gone through me. Like I had melted on the spot, I looked at her and the look in her eye said she'd felt it too."

I shifted position from my chair to my bed "Her name was Yasmine Shore. Yes that girl the one who is now a bitch. I know for a fact she's like me - I heard her tell Fiona in the toilets. I also know that she fancied me - but by then I had moved on. To her she must have thought that I was straight - ha if only."

"Tom my darling what we had was not forced - I loved you. But if asked to save either you or Hanna - it would have been Hanna. I fell in love with my best friend but knew nothing would ever happen. Shockingly it did, no matter what went down Hanna; it could never have worked out. I wouldn't want you to live that way, always afraid. This way you still have a chance to live - get married and have kids. Don't mourn for me when I'm gone. By the time I have told my story - you will have graduated and I want you to move on. Be happy and live - just don't forget about me ok?"

I sniffed as tears slid down my face "I knew that should people ever find out I would start this plan. And Hanna love, you were no fool, you saw there was something wrong; just not what. I don't blame you pet there was nothing you could have done, but just look out for Tom and my foolish brother. Shane I love you, always will, you are my other half. I am so very sorry for what you are going through as you watch this - I left you all alone but I was not being selfish. I freed you from me; you may not thank me now. But someday you will. If you don't then when you die, come find me, and you can hit me."

I moved the camera to the mirror so that they could see my reflection "Look at me. I am broken because I was trapped. To be free I had to leave - and for that I am sorry - if there were another way I would have taken it. So this is the first upload - until the next upload; bye my wonderful friends, lovers, and brother."

We just stared at the now black screen. She seemed so calm and sad - we were all sad and chaotic - and yet we were still here. Life is such a bitch. Always throwing problems at you, making you feel helpless and utterly lost. I glanced across at Tom who was already looking at me - of course he had no idea of what had gone down between Kylie and me. He knew something had occurred - just not what.

"Hanna what happened between the two of you?" he asked quietly.

I looked away from him, how could I tell him that it started when they were still dating? It would break his heart. But to lie would be so much worse because he'd then most likely be told by someone else. Sighing with defeat I spilled "All that ever happened was kissing - nothing more."

"When did it start?" he added - his eyes locked with mine - I gazed into his deep sea blue eyes. I was the first to look away "Does it matter when?"

His stare hardened "To me it does."

"It happened soon after the truth about her was revealed." I replied.

He gaped at me "H-Hanna we were still dating then!"

Shane gave me a 'you-are-so-screwed stare' - ever so helpful he was. Yas just looked at me sadly, she knew what an emotional wreck I had become, and how hard it was to admit being different. Tom came over to me and yelled "Are you saying she cheated on me with you!"

"Yes but only for a week-" I began but then I felt a sharp pain on my cheek. I landed on back against the wall. I cried out in pain as darkness rose before my eyes. I heard Tom say "I am so sorry Hanna. Please forgive me."

Then I drifted off into darkness...

AUTHORS NOTE

So this is the next part, yes its sad and no Hanna doesn't die, geez that would be too sad. So I hope you liked this I just did a quick edit on it. And hopefully the next part will be up soon. 

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