Diary Of A Lost Girl

Chapter 4: Standing By

6 years 90,000 is your bond. I hear them screaming " NO SHE CAN'T TAKE IT SHE WON'T LAST" and my sister start to cry. I walked out with my head down and my hands behind my back. Dontae runs to me and tried to hug me they wouldn't let him doe, BANG BANG BANG order I say order. They take Dontae out the court room. Shantell yells " I'M COMING BACK FOR YOU ". Not without 90,000 I say under my breath. Future walks me out. She'll come back, she look like she's going to try. I hope she does. I know my sister doe if it's not her she don't to much care about the problem. Get use to this face, your going to be seeing it for 6 years. He laughed, it's okay I kinda like this face. I smile and went into my cell. He left to get my jumper, I had never prayed until I understood that I was going to be in here for a while. It really wasn't that long cause I don't know what to say to the big man besides that I love you and hope I won't die in here just to see you. He came back with the biggest smile on his face. Why you smiling so hard. Cause you'll be with me for 6 years  and more. I laughed oh really. Yeah, you know you gone be mines one day. I couldn't do nothing but smile, he was so for sure that I was his. I didn't understand on why he would want to talk to a girl in jail behind bars. Come on. I laughed where we going? No where girl I just want to talk. About? How you get in here your too pretty to be in here. It's a long story. It's okay we got all day you ain't going no where and i'll stay here just for you. I blushed a little, but to be honest I don't what to talk about. It's okay I understand, but how old is you? I'm 17, how old is you. I just turned 20, when will you be 18? In April. Awe thats in a couple of months. Umm in a couple it's next month. Oh yeah, you'll be spending you birthday with. Yeah thats what it seems like. Why you say it like that you don't want to be in here with me. I rather be on the other side with you. Oh really would you. Yes, were a wonderful man to be with your sweet, kind, handsome tell me why don't you have a women? There all users, but I can see more in you. Oh really, and what exactly do you see sir? That you been thought a lot and that you only tell the good in your life and keep in the bad. He knew more then I thought. He was right I never actually stayed with my mother I just told people that so I could feel better, my mother gave me away when I was little. The lady I was living with would abuse me. I never told people cause no one could help me. What if I could get you out of here? What you mean, my bond is 90,000. I know what it is I was there. I laughed I know I know. I have money to get you out. I could never pay you back. It's okay it's a favor, you don't need to be in here. Wait where would you be getting this money from? I'm a rapper baby. You is? He laughed yeah, I rapper 56 nights, Real sisters,  Trap niggas, and what not? Awe I never heard of your songs, i'm sorry. You must not be from St.Louis. No, i'm from Virginia and my granny didn't let me listen to rap for real she always said it  was a sin. Awe well you in the Lou with me. I laughed I see, but when I get out i'll have no where to go. What you mean baby you'll be with me. Am I really? He laughed damn right, my house to big for just me. I laughed wow look it's dark, shouldn't you be on yo way home now? Ummmm no why would I go home you not there i'm gone stay just for you. Lies you just trying to get that over pay. He laughed girl no this job is just some pocket change.  Just wait three months you'll be with me in a big ass house just me and you. I start to fall asleep  while he was talking so I didn't hear some of the words he was saying. Mrs.Thoams wake up. I woke up but I was confuse on who they was talking to. I see that you woke up I been saying yo name for hellas doe. Awe well who Thoams? Thats my last name. I laughed awe but, Goodmorning Future. Goodmorning Ma. Ready to eat? Yea, whats down there to eat? Shit I don't know but I know what I got you to eat. What you get me? 2 mac-chickens, 1 large fries, and a large shake. Oh my gosh you must love me. He laughed love is a strong word. Yea I know but I was just playing. It's cool I could love you. I blushed a little, you better watch yo self. What you mean? I mean you did say love is a strong word so why use if you don't mean it and once you tell me you love me that mean you stuck with me. He smiled, it's okay I wouldn't mine that. It's time for me to take a shower, can you turn around for like 2min and where do I go? You go down the stairs and there's a red door and on the left side of that there's a skinny hallway you go down there and it should be right there. Okay thanks. No problem, yell if you need help. I laughed umm okay,can you get me a dry towel. He open my cell handed me a towel and start to walk to the steps. Wait! You gone need this. He gave me some soap. They don't keep the soap down there no more. Awe okay, I wanted to know why but I wasn't trying to get all into that. I walk to the shower and there was a girl down there mean mugging me. Umm can I help you ma. Yeah let me take a shower with you. Umm no you better sit yo 5 dollar ass down before I make change, my bestfriend loved saying that. What you say to me bitch. Oh the big women mad I start to laugh. I'll beat yo ass you better ask some body. Umm bitch we in the shower and ain't nobody in here but me and you so who in the blue fuck is i'm gone ask. Girl I run shit here. No you don't the only thing you run is yo month, ummm name is Trina and I could give two fucks on what you think you run, you might run them other motherfuckers but nah not me. She walked up on me and tried to choke me and before she could Future came running. Nisha move away from her. How you know she was down here? I had to check cells and I found out she wasn't in there this her shower time. We walked away and when I looked back her lips motion " I'LL GET HOE ". I start to laughed and I flipped her off. I know I should be scared but never me the only thing i'm scared of is getting jumped and spiders. Trina you still trying to take a shower? Yeah. Okay i'll take you to the shower the boss use to.......umm never mind. Nah tell me now. He use that shower to raper some of the girls in her. Nisha was more of a rape unlike everyone else. See Nisha was a virgin when she got her. I believed him to because Nisha is a cute light skin ,with cute red hair ,she thick ,the perfect body, pretty white teeth with the cuties smile. She's your dream girl ,that girl that every boy want but can't have. Nisha doesn't try to be mean that's just the life that she had to choose since she in here and I understood. Can you take me back to her? Yeah if thats what you want. I was on my way back to the shower where Nisha was at but I  thought about it I should put my jumper back on. Future can you open me cell so I can put back on my jumper? Yeah. I went in my cell and put on my jumper and walked down the steps. As I walk to the shower room I hear crying. Nisha is that you? She stop crying and looked at me. I walked to her and set on the wet floor. I held her until I can feel her heart beat. It's gone get better, I promise as long as i'm here.