~INTRODUCTION~
Hai!! I am 17 years old and I go to Silver Stone High School, and by the way my name is Amanda. My mom is in another country in a business trip and my father is at home drinking and smoking his ass away, when i get home i try to run up to my room as fast as I can, but its no use, he catches me and harasses me sexually then beats the living shit out of me.Every single day I get bullied, people always push me, call me rude dumbass names, the football team follow me home and beat me up every day so I have a pretty messed up life. :(
Right now I'm depressed I currently self harm my self almost 2 times a day, it makes me feel way better and like I have no problems in my life, thats why I do it. I
always think, "Would any body notice if all of a sudden I went missing? Would anybody care if i was gone?" The only thing keeping me alive is my BFF Natally. She has always been there to tell me not to do what I think about doing (Suicide) I love her! She is my only hope right now, and I hope she doesn't leave me for the popular girls in my High At my High School ' Nicole,Selena, Jaycee,and Jamiey'
Soo!!?!??! What do you think? Does it sound Interesting enough to continue!?!!
