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I woke up to screaming and thud noises coming from downstairs.i heard loud knocks coming from the door.Cass!!U in there!!immediately recognized the voice it was Nash.the door swung open right when I grabbed my phone from the night stand.i quickly hid under my sheets.No I'm not in here...I'm in...uh..I said giggling. then I felt a large heavy thing on me.Nash!!!i said pushing him off.Come on get ur lazy ass up!he said smiling.Okay,let me get ready!i said pointing at the door.he left and I grabbed my phone and my beats speaker.i looked through my playlist.i put trampoline by Kaylin and Myles.i took a quick shower.i then got dressed into light ripped jeans.maroon colored sweater that was Nash's lacrosse sweater.i then held my sun kissed hair(ombré) into a messy bun.i put my usual makeup on(mascara and eyeliner)i searched for my black vans under the bed,it took me about a couple of minutes,but I finally found them.i slipped them on a knotted them.i ran downstairs.i saw the one and only Jack and Jack.JackJ was like my little bro.i always tease him.i Gave him quick hug.i walked over to jackG,he was talking to some Brunette with green eyes.she was pretty tbh.hey,I said waving.jackG immediately cut the girl off and pulled me in for a hug.i loved his hugs.they reminded me of home:)
Oh did I forget I am from Nebraska.i am 17.i have wavy ombré hair.i have a lip piercing and a stud on my nose. I have brown eyes.my parents got divorced...you know what maybe I shouldn't explain my life.
Anyway jack is my bestfriend/brother.lol.me and JackG just kept hugging I totally forgot.i heard fake coughs coming from the girl.i pulled away and looked at the ground I was blushing like crazy.
Oh Cass,this is m-my g-girlfriend Madison,jackG choked out.WHAT!I THOUGHT-OMG!!taylor started fake crying.i laughed and ran toward him.i hugged him and and rubbed his back.i mouthed "shame on u"to jackG.everyone laughed.i walked over to the kitchen and pulled out a bowl,Hey!-Oh my god!!!i yelled dropping the bowl.u scared me.i bent down and picked the bowl up.i looked up and saw Madison.im so sorry,she said.she was really pretty and she looked really sweet.i smiled and grabbed the milk and cearal.So I was wondering if u wanna hang out sometime?she smiled.Of course that be great,here I'll give u my #.after exchanging #s and talking I walked over to the table and sat next to cam.hey cameron.i smiled.whats up beautiful?he looked up quickly regretting he said that.i blushed like crazy.well I was just wondering if u wanted to come w/ me and my brothers(Dolan twins) to the mall to pick out our outfits for the Teen choice awards.i stared at my fingers.yeah,he said w/ embarrassment.i squealed and he laughed.
((Later that day))
What bout this one?i came outa dressing room wearing a perfect outfit,white loose crop top.light ripped jeans.and I decided to match it with my white converse.perfect!cameron said opening his hands for a hug.Ready now!!Ethan whined.i nodded and we walked over to the cashier.after a little more shops we finally left.i called shotgun so the twins say in the back.here,Cameron said handing me the aux cord.i I immediately opened my playlist and put throw sum mo,by rae summard.i sang to nicki's rapping.i then heard flashing.i was being recorded.i pulled Cameron's phone from him and deleted the video.I smile and looked at him.To late,he smirked.i was immediately spammed and my phone went crazy.i looked to see what it was.it was a video of me rapping.i got a like from nicki.nicki minaj.omg!!!i squealed.what?cam sighed.Nicki liked the video of me rapping!!!!!!!!then i got a follow back from her!!!omg....
((Later that day))
I should post a cover.i forgot this week.so I grabbed the camera and set everything up.i yelled for Shawn and he came running up.he played the guitar for me.we had a special connection when we did this.okay guys  sorry I forgot to post on Monday.i was busy.I sighed.But here I am!!!i smiled into the camera.And Shawn of course!!i said nudging at him.he waved.So u guys requested,
I pulled out my phone and went to my notes.um...when I was ur man,Bruno Mars.i smiled.we decided maybe it be better with piano.so we ran downstairs and into the piano room.i tripped on my way there,Shawn did too.i closed my eyes and Shawn played the piano.....And I should of bought u flowers,ohh and held ur hand,gave you all my hours when I had the chance,take you to every party cause i know all u wanted to do was dance,but now  my baby dancing but she's dancing with another man,and ohh all thou it hurts hurts hurts,and I hope he buys u flowers,hold your hands,gives you all his hours when he has the chance,takes you to every party cause all u ever wanted to do was dance.i felt a tear roll down my cheeks,this song hit me good.me and Jack did use to date.we broke up bc his career took off.shawn said bye to the camera and turned it off.he came up to me and held me by his side.i cried into his shoulder remembering my past.after Shawn left I went up to my room.hey,I felt a hard surrounding around my waist.it hurt.i turned and it was Jack.i quickly whipped the tear stains and smiled.
((JackG POV))
I was hearing her sing,she sand beautifully.i did miss her.but I have Madison,I can't.i do love her very.i then heard soft sobs.i got closer to the door and heard whispers.i heard footsteps and ran to the kitchen.i saw Shawn leave out the door.then I saw Cass,she was walking slowly tryin to make no noise up the stairs,I quickly grabbed her,I wanted to know what's wrong.hey,I said.she turned and smiled.whats wrong?i asked nervous.she made a confused face.nothing,what are u talking bout.i sighed.ik you were crying,I'm not stupid.Her eyes widen.You were stalking me!she laughed.i saw that smile.not fake but real.i stared into her beautiful dark brown eyes.i leaned in.she turned and pushed me away.i have to sleep Jack.she said looking as if she was about to burst.but why did she reject me?She turned back around and I grabbed her arm.You didn't tell me what's wrong.i said sternly.Nothing I'm fine.she turned back around and ran up the stairs.i heard a loud slam.did I upset her?then Nash came out of his room.bro?why arnt you asleep!?he whined.i laughed and walked over to the couch.jack j was already asleep on the floor.i squished my way into Madison.i wrapped my arms around her and kissed her forehead goodnight.
((Cass POV))
What the fuck!did he just try to kiss me!!!his gf was lyin right there!!and he was listening to me and shawms convo!!!i wonder what we even heard,if he did I'd kill myself,he can't know I still love him,he can't.i nodded and slid the blade across my stomach  and thighs.i saw the blood drip.i stared to cry.i remember when Jack helped me throu this.i then cut a couple more times and cleaned up and put bandages around it.i tried climbing into my bed.but my body hurt so bad.i didn't cut on my arms anymore,I'm afraid the guys will find out again.so I started cutting on my thighs and stomach.
Next day>>
I woke up and ran downstairs I smelt the air of pancakes and cookies.i saw Madison cooking and she put her fingers on her mouth then pointing at the jacks.i know now everyone is asleep and I should keep quiet.i helped her set the table when a plate drop and broke.both the jacks woke up and looked scared .nashs face popes out and had a worried look.madison and me laughed and she helped me pick up the glass.we all finally finished eating.i only ate one bc next to Madison, I felt like 0 compared to her.she was so skinny and had perfect thighs and nice beautiful eyes.her hair laid perfectly on her perfect structured body.while I had no thigh gap.crapy hair,brown poop eyes.i felt like everyone was starin at me.shit.i forgot to wear makeup.while Madison here looked amazing dressed and everything.U look really pretty without makeup Cass,Cameron smiled.i blushed.i also wanted to cry I saw Jack flirting with Madison's hair.Me?look at Madison.shes perfect.i smiled and her and poked my food.she smiled and gave me a hug.U are perfect Cass.dont compare.i smiled at how sweet she was.The door than swung open.AYEEE!!it was Matt coming in like a boss.i jumped off my chair and ran into his arms.me and Matt were close to his my bestfriend.Whatsup babygirl?miss me much?i smacked his chest.We haven't seen each other in a month!!where have u been!!i said laughing into his chest.I went over to the Couch as he explained to me.