In the mood for Love

Chapter 4

"We are in a world full of insecurities and judgemental hypocrites"
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Kein's POV

An evening cold shower. Cold breeze give chills down to my spine. I am lost. I am lost in a maze and I don't know where the exit is.

If I choose earlier, would she stay at my side? Would she accept me still and forget the pain I brought to her?

Fuck! It's a fucking shit that I don't know what to think anymore! Im fucking confuse and I think Im going to be mad-brained person.

Shit! I can still remember what she have said.

"Another chance? Hahaha! Are you freaking serious about that? Remember our past? How many times I give you a chance? My hands and feet aren't still enough to count how many chance you receive! Please Kein. I don't wanna hurt my self anymore. I don't want that people look pity to me because of your doings. Im tired and Im hurt. Please leave me alone. Please.. Im begging you please, stay away from me.." And a tear escape from her eye.

I never intend to hurt Trice. God knows how much I love that woman. Still, those three hags played with me. The Fates played my relationship with Trice and they ruined everything! God, please help me..

I will do everything for her. I will do everything just mine her again. I will chase her even if I look like a dog.

Kezeah is mine. Only mine.

I look around me. Im surprised that even if Im spacing out, Im able to walk here to the park. A good place to think, eh?

I sit.. I close my eyes and feel the cold wind in my face.

It's only last day but It's still hurt a lot.

And I don't even feel that Im now crying..

Until.. I feel a warm feeling in my arm.

" I know what's your problem.. I am willing to help dear. Just trust me" I know her voice and it's quite familiar.

As I open my eyes, I saw a familiar smirk plastered to her lips. And Shit!

Even If I sound gay, Im freaking excited cause I know.. My first step was solve.

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Oopps. Sorry for the long wait. HAHAHA. Kbyee. Love ya.

~Khione. X