The Oklahoma Sunset

Changed & Confused.

I feel like crap. my stomach hurts soooooooooooooooo bad yet im writing because some people like my story :) & it's really appreciated.

xoxo,

ananicole

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I couldnt feel annything, or see anything. I felt like someone was sitting on top of my eyes........... they felt so foreign. it was ridiculous. i kept hearing people talk..... talking about the weather or the beaches or the robbery on 121st street or... jersey shore. I wanted to get up and see for myself the weather or the beaches or.. what ridiculous thing snookie was wearing or doing on the jersey shore. But i couldnt my body wouldnt connect with my brain telling it to get up. It was so frustrating and the worst part was that i dont even know why it wouldnt do as i said.... im probley paralized... awesome

i started to feel my fingers move and my legs start to unlock. releif washed over me. my eyes fluttered open and i saw nothing but darkness and a little light coming from the door i got up and walked out of it only to find caitlin, shannon, drake, and randall watching t.v and playing cards.. caitlin looked at me and smiled but her eyes were wide as a flys

"oh my god......................" everyone said at the same time.. whats oh my god? i went to go sit next to Drake. Randall went out of the room and brought a mirror and gave it to me... i looked at him puzzeled

"just look at yourself" he said kind of impressed over something...

i looked in it and gasped... my hair was to my waste and was black... my eyes were a stunning shade of orange my eyelashes looked like they had grown an inch... literally I felt taller, and looked taller i was probley an inch shorter than drake and two inches shorter than randall. I looked at them with terrified eyes. what had happend to me?

"your a vampire" Randall said. I mean it was pretty odvious my teeth were crazily shinny and white and it looked like i had fangs.... but not real long fangs. I looked over at Drake. he was awlfully quiet he was looking at me to. he smiled without showing his teeth but it didnt reach his eyes. sadness washed over me. why hadnt he left? did he never want to speak to me again? were is that trifelin ass old women ms. emm?

"He didnt leave because he loves you, of course he wants to speak to you again. and he killed ms.emm" Caitlin said i was shocked had she just read my mind?

"yes" she smiled and laughed.

I stared at myself again i was beautiful i looked like a supermodel or a famous celebrity. I felt like Bella in breaking dawn when she becomes a vampire. Except im a different kind of vampire... i knew that because my eyes were orange and not red or topaz.I was kind of excited yet kind of not i didnt want to say goodbye to my family and friends and my mom deffinitley not my mom it pained me to even think about it.

they pulled me aside and answered all of my questions. I came to the conclusion that i might need to take time off from school and everything and just get away while i adjust to my new life. I had to tell everyone that i received a letter from stanford in california and that they wanted me to stay with them for a year and work on law cases for extra college credits before i even start college of course my family was excited about this when i told them but i wasnt. i was sad i didnt want to leave them... not at all. Randall told me that he would be renting me a house in my old town ocean city so that id be far away from everyone that i love.

saying goodbye was the hardest part. Drake even started to cry but i kissed away his tears. i told him that id call him and skype him every night and he agreed that everrything was for the best. even though he felt like i was abandoning him.I swore to him that i had no choice and that i wasnt doing that. he said he understood.

Caitlin and Shannon came with to me to live in Ocean City. which in a way was a little comforting because atleast i wasnt alone. i couldnt even see friends and family while we were here. I could never go to the beach or out to sunsations, or anything. it was so depressing. as we got over the bay bridge and into ocean city shannon pulled into a little drive way at the end of it was a beautiful little two story condo with a garage, a white picket fense, and a little secluded ocean and beach behind the house that looked like no one had been there for years.

i unpacked in my little room while caitlin and shannon went grocery shopping apparently i could drink whatever i wanted. but all i could eat or drink? was blood and carrots? I sat outside with a book knowing that this was what id be doing for another whole year....

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1 YEAR AND 2 DAYS LATER

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I was so happy, i knew that today was the day that we were leaving this god forsaken house and town and going back to Broken Arrow Oklahoma were my friends, family, and boyfriend were. hehhe boyfriend :) my heart to into slushhh just thinking about seeing him, kissing him, hugging him... etc ;)

I COULDNT WAIT TO LAY IN MY BED EITHER. my back ached thinking about it.

we pulled up to my house my family waiting outside for me along with randall.

The night before they gave me contacts that concealed my orange eyes. For the past year i've been learing to control my thirst and my power for all the affinitys - like controlling fire,water,earth, and air. which apparently is one of the rarest talents a vampire could have. But i did it i controlled everything. and i was so proud of myself.

As we got out of the car i wonderred were Drake was but didnt think to much of it im sure he would see me later. knowing that i would want some quality family time. in a week i'd be starting school again. my senior year.... finally i thought.

I turned to smile at Caitlin when her face turned a deep red color which looked like a blush to the average human but to me i knew what it was she was having a vison and looking into someones deepest secrets. my family was preparing dinner so they didnt notice. i walked over to her and said

"whats wrong what did you see?" worry odvious in my tone of voice

"nothing, nothing dont worry about it you'll find out later"

"what do you mean i'll find out?...." i said again with worry in my voice

"oh my gosh just go and pretend to eat that maccoroni and pretend to like it or they will no something is up.... okay?" she said completely annoyed with me and my twenty twenty questions.

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Later that evening my mother set up sleeping bags into my room for caitlin and shannon. Only asking over 1000 questions about my being away of course. i answered her with somewhat honest answers. she was buying it. When we got to the room i decided to ask Caitlin what she saw.

"hey caitty...... umm..... so do you wanna tell me what you saw today at dinner?" i asked shyly hoping she'd buy my innocent act and give in and tell me everything

"sure.. but please dont shoot the messanger.... and im really sorry... but Drakes been kinda sorta seeing Lucy... you know the other vampire girl... they havnt been dating odviously but she is like in love with him and he kinda likes her to but only to the point of friendship.... She has kissed him though...... but he didnt kiss her back" she trailed offf

I jumped out of my window and started running for Drakes house............ Shits goin down tonite.

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Okay i know i know i know it sounds alot like the twilight saga new moon.... and im sorry that it does but i needed a plot to start makin more conflict between some of the characters. and oh it sure does.

more chapters coming i promise

xoxo,

ananicole