What do I do now

15 1 0
                                    

So now that I still haven't told him that I like him, I don't know what to do. I have now liked him for over a year and i don't even think he knows. I care about him more than he could ever imagine but yet i'm so scared to say anything, as friends we are inseparable but I just don't want to ruin what we have as friends. Have you ever felt that way when you just don't know what to do yet you have still imagined every possible outcome in your head over and over. That's how i felt ever day.. Every time i saw him my heart would race and he made me fell so happy inside then I realized that no matter what i do if I never tell him i wont know he fells but I still didn't want to tell him and i was so scared that something would go wrong and i would be devastated but i had to there wasn't even an option anymore.      

But by the time I finally realized what I had to do it was to late the year was over and i still hadn't told Micheal how i felt. Every summer he went and visited his Mom in Tennessee. This means i had to go another whole summer with this burden on me. I couldn't handle it anymore so i told him over text message, and even though that might not have been the best way to let someone know that you might have liked them for quite sometime i knew in my heart that there was no way i could hold it in any longer. But then something i never wanted happened... 


Am I Wrong?Where stories live. Discover now