Living in Obscurity
My light seems so far,
Nothing but vacuity occurs.
Solely in darkness I stand,
My realm shivers to an end.
Frigid, devoid and black,
In a crux fenced by a chain lock.
Weeping silently on the center,
Why ‘oh why? I wish to ponder.
Sweats and adversities lay on a shelf.
Esteemed by nothing but yourself.
Longing to vent the heart is,
Aspiring that everything is easy at least.
Seems everyone is wondering,
What is there behind me smiling?
A body filling with insecurity,
And just living in obscurity.