don't forget s.m✔️

four

amanda;

spending time talking with shawn made me feel really warm inside.
even his normal talking voice was melodic.
"so, amanda, what would you like to do now?" shawn asks.
i ponder for a moment. well we can't do much since we- i mean i am stuck in this hospital.
"tell me about yourself," i suggest. it wouldn't hurt learning even more about my idol, would it?
"i'm 17 years old, my name is shawn mendes, and i like muffins," he replies smiling.
"more," i suggest.
"i like to sing, write music, and play the guitar," he adds again with a teasing grin plastered on his face.
"moreeee," i groan. so he's playing hard to get, huh?
well two can play that game.
"fine. i like to read, my favorite book is the hunger games, and my favorite show is the ellen show. my favorite artist is ed sheeran, favorite song is give me love, and i have a little sister named aaliyah," he states.
"jackpot!" i mock making the ding-ding-ding sound.
"now about you," he suggests.
who's going to play hard to get now?
that's right. me.
"my name is amanda and i like music," i say, trying to hold in my laughter.
"please more info," he pouts.
that pout is too cute. it should be illegal.
giving in to his gorgeous face, i decide to just let it all out.
"my favorite song is stitches by you. i love ed sheeran as well. my favorite color is light blue and i love geese. my favorite clothing store is pacsun and my favorite food destination is dunkin donuts," i say.
his face lights up and he forms one of those award winning smiles.
too cute.
"i believe we know enough about each other now," he chuckles.
i nod warmly and ask for nurse assistance.
when she finally comes to help, my anxiety gets the best of me.
"when can i get out of here?" i ask.
"actually, you're free to go. just have your payments in by next week," she replies.
wait-payments?
oh right. the medical payment! mother is gonna freak!
before i start panicking, a soft hand lands on my shoulder.
"don't worry. it's on me," shawn grins.
kind and hot? me likey.
i'm starting to feel like a fangirling freak. i'll tone it down from here.

i stand up and walk out the hospital right next to the shawn mendes.

the one person on this planet that can make me feel the way i do now.

hopefully this isn't all just a dream.