don't forget s.m✔️

fifteen

amanda;

we both awkwardly sat up.
"well that was uh- nice." he says, trying to break the awkwardness.

nice going mendes.

i nod my head, smiling as i remember the amazing feel of his lips.

what girl wouldn't want to kiss him?

"i should get going," he says quickly, heading for the door.

i laugh while saying: "but you just got here."

"true." he nods embarrassedly.

i just want to show you how happy you make me feel.

"let's reply to fans on your account!" i suggest.

"okay." he smiles.

right when we log onto his twitter, we see a dm from some anonymous account.

"@weirdgurl728393929 (a/n: lmfao) 
can you make me a video saying my name and how you love me so much?!"

i can almost imagine the enthusiasm dripping off of those words.

"@shawnmendes but i don't even know your name?"

she replies back almost instantly.

"@weirdgurl728393929 it's ally now make me a video before i block you!"

'go ahead' i think.

what a fame seeker.

shawn and i just chuckle and move onto some other dms.

most are from fangirls who are very kind.

we reply with appreciation and smile.

i remember when i was one of them.

i would dm shawn every day so he would notice my undying fangirl love for him.

it's funny how things can change.

i know feel i really pleasant connection between shawn and i.

maybe i'm just some kid in love but i really feel something.

a feeling so indescribable.. he's just so- incredible.

i remember that one ex- boyfriend i had.

we were so in love.

until i caught him making children with another girl in my own bed.

i was so beyond devastated.

i kicked him out with five powerful words: "i don't want your love!"

and when i say kicked him out i mean literally.

but now i have shawn.

and he means so much more.

it's more of like a slower yet sturdier kind of love.

because love shouldn't be forced.

love should be earned steadily.

without shawn, i would be so freaking lost in life you wouldn't know.