Lilies On Fire

Messy Bed Sheets

He kissed my cheek

and grazed his teeth along my exposed neck.

Fire ignited in the pit of my stomach

Butterflies swam like in a whirlwind.

'Your beautiful...'

His hand grazes the skin of my leg.

I moan in pleasure and urge him on.

Filled with love I can't comprehend it's all about to burst out.

My life flies behind my eyes and all I see is you and I.

Your words are mine.

The moon's light shines through the purple curtains on us and the messy bed sheets.

You whisper in my ear

Nipe my ear lobe.

Our legs tangled and an arm slung around my waist

I snuggle back into your bare chest and shiver

Patterns are drawn on my thigh

While you breath on my skin.

I want to stop time and stay there forever.

Just you and I, babe.

Forever and tonight.

I want you here with me.

My soul has attached itself to your's.

By your side I feel invincible.

I'm ready to give anything up.

I'm in love with you.

I gave you everything I could.

But all you did was leave me with these memories of bliss.

Then theres the havoc of self doubt you unleashed once you left

Insecurities flooded through me.

I feel worthless.

I look into a mirror and all I see is my flaws.

Your power was so strong

Now I feel nothing but wrong.

I want to do things.

Things i've never done before.

I become reckless and just hope you see.

I giggle as you push me into the air.

The swing comes back with me right into your arms.

Everything felt so right.

Your laugh echoing around the empty play ground,

after we enjoyed a picnic under the stars.

I lay on you

since I had a drink or two.

And like the gentleman you were,

You took care of me and never let me fall

- my safe blanket.

I want to sleep in your arms every night.

And once you breathe out, i'll breathe in to show the world we're never giving in.

What happened to us?

This distance never ends

on going and tears my heart to shreds.

Where did all those promises of forever go?

You took my heart when you left that door

Then your telling me that all we did and said was nothing at all?!

I felt us. I saw us.

No! You can't just leave me stranded alone!

I thought I had you and you'd be there

when everyone turned away

you swore you'd catch me when i'd fall.

How long will I slide?

We talked for hours about life or about hoping we don't get caught.

The nights you broke in

just to talk about why I was not attending your call.

Hold me and say you love me

Before and after we make love.

That sparkle in your blue eyes as you'd look down and laugh at me

Seems to mock me in my dreams whenever I go to sleep.

Let me know, just hold me once more and whisper again words of fortitude.

Let me know,

Just let me know again how I have someone who sees the struggle of souls.