beautiful lies | narry

Track 4 >> The Jellyfish Song

the jellyfish song- from dramatical murder, synthesia version

harry gently knocked on the door soft enough to not be heard in other rooms but loud enough to be heard by the person it was meant for. he gently pushed open the door and and entered mai's bedroom closing the door gently behind him. she sat on her bed in her pajamas with her hair in braids. she smiled at him as if she had expected him to show up. her lights were off and the only light they had came from the moon and the streetlamp outside. she patted the spot beside her. 

harry sat down next to her tugging his sleeves down to cover up the gauze on his arms. he noticed her glancing down at them so he brought his arms crossed over his chest. they laid down on the bed and harry rested his head on her shoulder. she ran a hand through his hair unconsciously.

"mai?" harry said in a whisper.

"yeah?" she replied just as soft.

"can you tell me what happened," he noticed her hesitate. "please?" she sighed as if giving up in defeat.

"okay."

you came home after dinner and everyone was worried about you. you were soaking wet and shivering. you ignored us, even tyler. you kept mumbling to yourself and were pacing in the corridor before you went upstairs.

i don't know what you were doing upstairs but we heard you making a lot of noise upstairs. and suddenly you were yelling things that didn't make sense to me.

tyler then went upstairs to go check on you and he started yelling because you locked your bedroom door. jake and i then went up to your room and we all broke open your door and we found you in your bathroom. you were mumbling to yourself the same thing over and over.

you were cutting yourself, very deep. jake tried to stop you but you kept trying to hurt him. you grew hysterical, harry. it was scary seeing you like that.

harry closed his eyes and hugged mai to him. his breaths grew shaky at the thought of what he did and how he couldn't remember it. he had tried to hurt jake too. it scared him how much damage he could cause. 

"i'm sorry, mai." he whispered. he hid his face in her neck.

"hey, it's okay. you can't control it but it's going to be okay." she said to him. she hugged him tight and kissed the top of his head.

they were silent and listened to the noise of the house and the outside. they could hear the hushed conversation of their parents who were in the next room over. mai and harry both knew what they were talking about but they didn't say anything.

they fell asleep in the arms of the other just like they did when they were at the children's home.