Six Feet Underground

After I Told Him We Can't Be Together

Audrey,
I don't know how to fix these things
with words,
my family always comforted me
via touch
so that's the only way I know
and
I am trying to learn to use my words but
I do not know how to fix this
and I don't know what to say
to all of those things
because I will say something wrong
because I will always
speak the first thing on my mind.
I have never been known to think
before I act
but I should learn from my mistakes
and that is how I learn...
from experiences.
And I have messed up a lot
and I do agree with you
that we shouldn't date
and it does hurt that you think
I could be disloyal, by the way.
I do love you still
and will for as long as you will let me
and I never meant to cause
rifts and holes with your friends
and I want to fix that,
but it is probably impossible now.
I am truly sorry
for
what I have done
And
I
hope and agree that
we can stay friends...
and
this is where
I do not know what to say
because I do not want to hurt you
anymore,
if I hurt you with this email...
Well goodbye
Mine Frauline
I hope
we can stay
friends