After everyone had left the hospital I sat back down in my usual spot next to her bed. "What are you doing?" She asked confused. "I'm sitting in the chair next to your bed." I replied also very confused. She giggled "I'm fine now, mum said I can probably go home later tomorrow. You've sat in that chair for so long that your starting to leave a butt imprint" she said continuing her giggling. I laughed whilst shaking my head. "I genuinely think your the only person who can laugh after something so haunting and awful has happened. If it was me I would be crying my eyes out all the time, not cracking jokes and laughing." I stated, she's inspiring. After smiling she replied.
Jess POV
"Well your can't erase the past. What's done is done. It's about what you do next that matters" I replied. He stared at me with the cutest look. As if a child had met its favourite celebrity and was speechless. His jaw hung open a bit with a smirk playing in his lips and his eyes were wide in a cute way, staring up at me.
Stiles' POV
"What? Why are you looking at me like that??" she asked, adding an adorable laugh at the end. I shook my head, snapping out of my daze. "Sorry I was just....I'm so happy I'm friends with you." I changed the subject and grabbed her hand. What I was actually doing was starting into her electric green eyes and trying to stop myself with all my might to not kiss her. But of course I wasn't gonna tell her that.
It was getting late so I went to take off but she stopped me. "Please stay, I thought I was ready for you to go but I'm not... " my insides erupted with butterflies, she wants me to stay. "Of course" I slid in the bed next to her and she fell asleep with her head on my chest. After twirling her hair around in my fingers and tickling her back for a while, I finally fell asleep.
Waking up next to Jess was the nicest feeling in the world. I felt her eyes on me so I opened mine. "Oh god, you were awake?" She asked embarrassed. "Yeah, I was waiting for you to back to sleep so that I could stare at you again" I truthfully answered earning a beautiful smile from her. Melissa walked in and smiled at us. I was just getting out of the bed because I wasn't sure what she would think about it. "No stiles please, I don't want to interrupt." She smiled at me and then looked at Jess. I'm confused?Why is she looking at Jess like that?? "Are you ok mom? Am I aloud to go home today?" Jess asked, changing the subject, which was a shame because I wanted to stay on it a bit longer and find out what that look was about.. "yes you are aloud to go home. But the thing is, I've gotta go to England for a nurse training centre and if all goes well there I will be included in the first ever trial surgery for curing cancer!" She explained excitedly. "Omg mom that's amazing!!" Jess squealed as she hugged Melissa. "I've gotta go tonight though so I'm not going to be here to take you home. Plus what kind of mother would I be if I wasn't there on the first day of my daughter leaving hospital??"
"Please tell me you aren't considering staying home and missing out on a once in a lifetime opportunity because of me??" Jess asked, clearly frustrated at her mom.
"I could take her home anyway!" I chipped in before they could have an argument. "Yeah I was planning on staying with her anyway so I might as well take her home. She could come back to mine and have dinner or something." Melissa looked so happy and surprised. "That would be amazing stiles thank you!" She said excitedly whilst Jess gave me a quick, cute hug. Melissa's mobile started ringing. "Hello?"*long pause and some nods* "honey do you mind if Scott and Alison come to see you today?" She asked Jess. "Yeah sure!" She replied happily and Melissa returned back to her phone call with Scott. "Wait why do they wanna see me today? I mean mom must have told them that I will b coming out tomorrow,,she tells them everyhting. I hope nothing bad has happened" she whispered to me worried.
After about 40 minutes of telling Jess the whole story about what happened to her and what happened to me (which was no where near as bad as what happened to her) that night, Scott and Alison rushed in. Alison went straight to the other side of the bed gave Jess a quick tight squeeze. I could tell it was tight by the tiny change in Jess's facial expression, is it bad that I can read her that well?
After Alison let go, Scott gave her a hug, more long and gentle. It's weird how one gesture can make a person feel so loved. How you don't even need words because it's enough, it shows then that you care, no need to tell them.
"You guys ok?" Jess asked sitting up in her bed a little bit, typical, she's always caring about other people.
As she tried to get comfortable I kinda hovered over her, I wanted to help but I wasn't sure how. After she settled down she looked at me. I felt my cheeks burn from embarrassment of her seeing my staring at her. She smiled and blushed slightly. Our moment was broken by Scott talking "yes we are good thanks" he took Allison's hand in his and flashed her a smile "actually great" his eyes not leaving hers and his goofy smile not leaving either. Alison shifted her eyes back on us, almost as if she had forgotten we were been in the room. "Soo we are here because we wanted to as you if its ok if me and Scott go on holiday together..." Jess just looked at them. I knew for a face that she wouldn't be mad at them, to be honest I think she was confused at why they were asking her. They both looked like they were asking their parents for some money, knowing that they were going to get scolded for asking.
Scott picked up on the silence in the room and began to finish what Alison had started "we know it's extremely poor timing but we've had it planned for ages and didn't know if we would be able to go because of everything happening so we didn't tell anyone and-" Scott rambled on and on, until Jess interrupted. "Scott stop ok go and enjoy yourselves ok! Please don't worry about me at all, I have stiles." She glanced over to me, grabbing my hand. It was like I had just won an award and was trying to hide me actual feelings (being excitement, and being proud of myself, overwhelming almost crushing happiness) so that I wouldn't seem cocky in front of the ones who hadn't won. That is literally the only way I can explain it.
By the time I had finished thinking about her taking my hand, I realised that she had began talking again. "-sounds awesome! Have fun guys!" She finished, as Scott and Alison moved in for a thank you/bye for the min hug. "Not too much fun though!" I added just as they had gone out the door because I knew that Scott would here it. Jess gave me a look "really? That's my brother your talking about" she laughed. "Oh yeah sorry about that." Laughing also. Scott popped his head around the corner and said "well I could say the same to you two!" Bolting it out the room fight after the statement left his mouth. "Can't promise anything" Jess said, biting her bottom lip. I looked at her, shocked. Did she really say that?? I get that it was a jokes but did she mean it? I mean part of me wants her to mean that, the other part....Well there is no other part I mean who can blame me? I'm a hormonal teenager! But no with her it would be more then just 'sex'. Man my mind drifts off to much.
You could hear Scott's trainers squeak against the floor as he abruptly came to a halt and ran back in the room. "What?!" He asked just as shocked as me. But he was a lot more angry. "What? Mum always said to not make promises you can't keep." She said looking at me and winking. I decided that I would join in with this. I mean Scott's face was an absolute picture! I slowly licked my lips in return to Jess's wink. "Haha funny one" Scott said, rolling his eyes. Jess seemed certain that she wanted to keep this little act going. I could tell by the way her hand was slowly making its way up my thigh. I was to shocked and loving it too much that I don't even know how I reacted! "Bye guys!!!" Scott said and stormed out. Jess burst into fits of laughter, as did I. "Would you mind helping me up?? I wanna get my normal clothes on and then we can get going." I stood up and went to help her, holding out my hand to help her out. Instead of taking it she covered her mouth and began giggling into them. What in earth was she laughing at?? "What?what's going on?"
"I think someone got a little too into our role play"
At first I was confused but then my eyes widened and I looked down to see a bulge in my trousers. Did I seriously get a bonner!!! "H God- i-I don't even know- um im sorry- it won't happen again!" I mumbled sitting back down in my chair, ashamed and embarrassed. She was still giggling away. "It's nothing to be sorry about"
Jess's POV
OMG I can't actually believe I gave him a bonner!! Is it bad that I kinda feel a bit of accomplishment in that?? To be honest his lip bite and licking was kinda a turn on, I guess turning him on,turns me on?? When he said "it won't happen again" I couldn't stop thinking I hope it does. God I'm not even going out with him and here I am getting turned on and craving him.
He sat down for a while waiting for 'it' to go away which I still found extremely hilarious. He helped me up and I got dressed and everything was packed up ready for me to go.
After having to sign papers here and there, we finally left the hospital. "It must be nice to breath in some fresh air huh?" Stiles asked whilst he carried my bags for me. I didn't want him to but he insisted. I nodded and hopped in his jeep. The smell of his jeep is literally my favourite one. That probably sounds really odd. But it's like when you have been away for a while and come home and the smell of your house makes you feel safe again. Like a comfort smell basically. It smelt like mint gum, randomly mixed with cinnamon and the smell of washing powder as his lacrosse kit is always the back and he never gets to play so it stays clean and fresh, it's a shame really. I breathed it in as stiles ran to his door after he had shut mine, such a gentle man. He got in, belted up and I hugged him tight. He returned the gesture after a second. "Thank you for everything" I said into his shoulder. His reply making me melt.
"Theres nothing more I would rather do."
