Dear Diary,
Man this week was okay besides the arguing with my mother. Which escalated to a fist fight. I don't even understand how we even let our arguments get this far. The sad thing is it was all over some dishes. But I actually think it's more than that. All of this is really getting to me.
After the fight I went to the bathroom and just cried. I was feeling so hurt and something told me none of this is worth living. I picked up the bottle of pills next to me and just stared at them for a minute. I was contemplating on should I take them or not. Then I thought nahhh it's not worth it.
It was late that night and I decided to text Ladarious. I was so happy he replied back. I told him some of what happened. He was all I had to be honest. Talking to him made everything better. Made me feel like I made the right choice about putting those pills back.
Later on that week after talking on the phone everyday Ladarious and I had finally talked to each other,in person, at school. It was weird. We were acting so shy towards each other. It was funny and cute all at once. Man I was mad nervous when I was talking to him. Once it was time for us to part that's when we actually get comfortable with each other. SMH!
Ladarious and I grew closer and closer and started to talk about actually becoming a couple. I was shocked cause I thought I wasn't gonna find anyone after Demarcus. We knew everything about each other and didn't care about each others past.I never knew I would be able to feel this way all over again.
Well until next time diary.
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Journey's Diary
Novela JuvenilA quick glimpse of a female who has been through so much in the past year and a half(starts at the end of her junior year). Journey is constantly arguing with her mother over little things. They can never seem to get along. She has been in a relatio...
