Justin's P.O.V
After my concert I didn't even acknowledge anyone who tried hugging me or telling me how amazing I did. I didn't care. I just wanted to be alone, like always. That's when everything is better, when I'm not involved and I don't ruin it. I have been letting so many people down and losing fans by the minute. I need to just be away from everyone. Selena is gone. Everything I ever had is gone.
I ran on the tour bus and headed straight to my room, but not without being stopped first.
"Yo Jb! Come play with us" Alfredo yelled out, throwing a controller to my chest.
"No, I'm good" I tried to pass it to him but he didn't budge.
"Just breathe bro, you're too stressed, play with us" Ryan nudged me, and I let out a breath.
"Playing video games isn't going to help with my stress! I'm not even stressed in the first place" I threw the controller on the couch since they weren't grabbing it back.
"Dude, look at you!" Ryan shook his head, before plopping himself on the couch.
"You don't know what the fuck I've been through so shut up, both of you, all of you!" I yelled out, turning around to Scooter, my mom, and my entire crew. "None of you know what I've been through! All you guys tell me to do is 'move on' but it's not that easy! You all just-" I paused as tears started to form in my eyes, I coughed and stayed strong. I wasn't about to let them see me cry. "You all just don't know me." I whispered, walking to my room ending it with a slam to the door.
I let out a frustrated scream as I pulled at my hair. Life just sucks. The only person who could calm me down right now is Selena.. but she doesn't want anything to do with me either. I'm such a screw up.
Scooter's P.O.V
I have never seen Justin this way, he looks defeated, and there's nothing we can say or do to help him. No one can help him, except for one person... Selena. Everything has been down hill ever since she left and Justin hasn't been on track. I know what I need to do, as much as I know it will distract him from his work, I know it's the only way he will ever get back to normal.
I grabbed my phone and dialed Selena's number, I don't know if she'll even pick up because of her past with Justin but it's worth the try.
"Hello?" Selena's sweet voice answered, with a happy giggle, like always, she was always so positive and happy.
"Hi, Selena!" I replied.
"Is everything okay? Is he hurt?" She questioned with worry hinted in her voice. At least I know she cares right? How hard could it be to get her here? Probably not that hard.
"No, Selena. Nothing's okay. Justin is not himself. He yelled at Pattie today, he's been yelling at all of us all week, he's depressed. He hasn't had one conversation with me in a long time. I'm worried about him." I explained as a soft sigh was heard on the other end of the phone.
"He's.. He's that bad?" She whimpered, as her voice cracked with sadness. The first time I've heard her so down, she's always been the good actress and she's always been able to hide her pain but not now.
"Yes, Selena. And the only way to get him back is for you to come here and help. Please? For him, for us, for the fans. We all need him" I asked desperately. Another sigh.
"I don't know Scooter.. I don't think I can handle it." She whispered, as I heard a quiet sniffle.
"If you care about him, come. Please." I begged as it was silent for a little while longer.
"O-Okay. I'll come." She chuckled.
"Yes! Thank you! I'll book a flight for you, the earliest flight is in 2 hours, will you be ready by then?" I questioned, crossing my fingers. Hey, if you're stuck with a moody Justin for so long it takes a big toll on you. Ha.
"Yeah, I'll be ready." She replied with a giggle. "I'll see you soon Scoot."
"Bye, Selena!" I cheered.
Selena's P.O.V
After Scooter's call, I ran to my room and began packing right away. Was Justin really that bad? Was it because of our break up or his own issues? All these questions popped into my head. What if he doesn't want to see me? What If I make it worse? I eventually needed to stop myself from thinking any more.
My mom walked in my bedroom. "Where are you going young lady?"
"To visit Justin." I replied, looking up to see her raising her eyebrow.
"He's not okay. Everyone is worried, I'm worried, I need to go see him and make sure he's okay" I explained and she laughed, which made me look at her in confusion.
"You still love him. It's obvious. It's cute" She cooed, squeezing my cheeks. Which only caused me to blush but I shook it off.
"Mom, I have to go, I don't have time" I finished packing before kissing her cheek and ran to the front door. "I love you!" I called out, running to my car and I drove to the airport.
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The pilot just came on telling us that we were landing in 5 minutes. To be honest, I'm nervous, actually more than that, I'm terrified. I haven't seen Justin since our big fight and our break up, I don't want him to hate me. I don't want him to freak out and push me away.
After mentally answering my own questions, we began to start landing and my heart started beating really fast. I've always hated flying but I'm used to holding Justin's hand at this time and he would tell me everything was going to be okay. But now, I just had to imagine it. We finally landed and I grabbed my purse and pillow, walking out of the plane. I grabbed my phone and sent a text to Scooter, letting him know I was here.
Thank God!! ha ha. Me and Fredo are waiting for you outside of the airport! See you soon - Scoot
I laughed quietly, I grabbed my suitcases and walked outside of the airport finding Scooter and Alfredo instantly. I ran to them and hugged them.
"We've missed you Selenur" Fredo laughed, lifting me off the ground causing me to giggle. We walked in the car and headed to Justin's location. We started to catch up before Scooter's phone started going off and it was Justin. Scooter gave me a look, telling me to stay quiet.
"Hey man" Scooter answered, putting it on speaker phone.
"Hi. Where are you guys?" I heard Justin's voice, it sounded like he'd been crying, it was raspy but not in the same way as I liked it.
"We just went out to pick up food, we're 2 minutes away" Scooter lied and Justin sighed.
"Alright bye." He hung up quickly, causing Scooter to look at me with an 'I told you so' look. We continued our conversation before arriving to his bus location. My heart started skipping a beat and I began to shake.
"I'm so nervous" I whispered turning to Fredo.
"Don't be lil' sis." He kissed my cheek and we walked into the tour bus. Luckily, Justin wasn't in the entry area, he was in his room. So, I first said hi to Pattie and everyone else quietly.
"Please help" Pattie whispered with tears. I hugged her tightly.
"I'll try" I pulled away and walked to Justin's room area. I gently knocked on the door earning a 'Go away'
Justin's P.O.V
I heard a knock on my door and a loud groan escaped my lips. "Go away" I mumbled.
"Are you sure you want me to?" I heard, as the door opened and there she was.. Selena. I jumped up instantly with widened eyes.
"Selena? What the hell are you doing here?" I rubbed my eyes, making sure I wasn't just imagining this.
"I know, I'm sorry I shouldn't have come." She whispered turning around, but I grabbed her arm.
"No, I'm glad you came. I needed you" I looked in her eyes and she pulled me into a hug. All of my worries went away as soon as I was in her arms. She has that effect on me.
"I missed you" I mumbled in her neck, pecking it quickly.
"I missed you too" She pulled away and sat down on my bed, patting the space beside her.
"Talk to me. What's on your mind?" She questioned, this girl knows me too well. I sat down beside her and put my head in her lap as she ran her hands through my hair.
"I've just been letting so many people down! You left, so many people left. Scooter is signing so many people know, that he's forgetting about me, or will soon. My fans are finally realizing that I'm not special, Austin Mahone is just like me expect he doesn't mess up. All the new artists are better than me and I've been in this for years" I sighed, letting the tears fall out and she pushed my head up, making me sit up and look at her in her eyes.
"Don't ever say that again, Jay. Scooter will never forget about you! Do you know how worried he was about you? He called me and he was so worried Justin. You are special, don't think differently. They aren't better than you, you are special in your own way. Yeah, you make mistakes but that's normal." She kissed my nose "We all love you, Jay" She sighed. "A little to much actually" She giggled.
"Thank you so much for coming, I love you" I kissed her passionately, totally forgetting we aren't dating but that didn't stop us. I pulled away with a smile. The first real smile in a while.
"I'm hungry" Selena whined.
"You just ruined our moment. Whatever though" I got up and reached my hand out "Anything for my lady" She laughed and we walked out of the room.
"I just wanted to apologize to all of you, I have been totally disrespectful and rude but that's Selena's fault, she left me" I joked, crossing my arms. She smacked my chest causing me to laugh.
"Selena I love you!" Scooter cheered. "He's back."
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