Poems for Him

Maybe

I feel like I'm a fool, I keep thinking about you when you (probably) don't think about me for a second. I don't want it to happen, really. I don't know which is worse: I wish I could erase everything about you or I wish we could re-do everything we did.

But I realized that people change so damn fast, and so did you. You left, and that was okay, I knew eventually you will leave me so yeah. Because... who would really stay with a girl who has a terrible mind? A beautiful person like you doesn't deserve me--you're way too good.

I know that you've found somebody new, and maybe she has beautiful eyes--unlike mine, maybe she tells you 'I love you' everytime, maybe she always makes you so happy when you feel sad, maybe she has a lot in common with you, maybe she makes you feel so special.
And it breaks me, of course, it really breaks me.

I'm sorry if I wasn't good enough--I know I never was.
I wish you a bunch of happiness.

Stay blissful, S.

I'll never get over you,
Maybe.

Serang // 2/10/15