Poems for Him

Exhausted

Sometimes, we crave time for us to meet, but when the time comes, we didn't do anything, so many words left unsaid. And I hate that.

I don't know what to do, nor do I know what to feel. I have so many words to say to you, yet I ended up saying nothing. Seriously, I really don't know, it's complicated.

I wish I hadn't met you. I wish I didn't know you. I wish I hadn't stared into your fascinating eyes. I wish I hadn't listened to your lovely voice. I wish I didn't believe your lies. I wish I didn't care about you. I wish I didn't love you. I wish you didn't exist.

And I'm really sorry,
I've messed everything up.
Honestly,
I'm kinda tired of loving you,
it's e x h a u s t i n g.

I'm so sorry.

But, S...
You're still worth my time,
yet I'm not worth yours.

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Serang // 13 Oct 2015
12:21 A.M.