In love with the Swirl (Myles Parrish)

Part 9// Exposed

I barely got home from the airport last night like around 3 in the morning. The plane was delayed at another airport and we had to wait there for about 2 hours. Tragic. You reminisced about yesterday night and wondered what they did when they read your letter. More Myles and Jake rather than Kalin and Cam. Cam wouldn't have cared anyways. You chuckled. You laid and bed and actually thought what could have happened if you stayed there. Mixed children possibly. I mean there was only 2 beds and all my stuff was on Myles's side. I mean why would i sleep in the same bed as Kalin? Myles's doesnt like sharing his chocolate.

You got up and got ready to go to school. Okay come on y/n, only a few more months left then you can blow this popsicle stand. You said as you stood in the mirror looking a hot mess. You had puffy red eyes and you just looked drained. But what could you do? You had to do what you thought was right even if it hurt. Hmm, i turned away and started the shower and got in. (shower details*). You got out and picked an outfit. Sweats, Ugg boots, and a maroon sweater. 

 You body is here but your mind is somewhere else

So far gone and you think I can't tell

Can't tell that you are disconnected

You pulled away and I miss your presence

I always said to you

Baby you should be here, right here

Baby you should be here, right here

Don't know where you went but you're lost now

Don't know where you went but you're gone now  

Iconic. What a great song for a great morning after. You grabbed all your materials and walked to the kitchen to get some breakfast. You opened the fridge and as usual there's nothing that interest me, meaning there's nothing but my mom swears we have it stacked. The nerve of this women. You grabbed some waffles and stuck them in the microwave. A broken heart has to eat too. 

What are you still doing here?

Im waiting for my food to get done then im out.

No. You're going to be late so go now.

But my food isn't do-

Hey dude, im really sorry. Just not really in the mood right now. Rain check? He looked down disappointed.

I see.. I was going to ask whats wrong but I barely know you and I felt like it was too personal. But if you want to summarize it, im a good listener. He smiled with those pearly whites and i almost pounced. Caramel with a chocolate coating? Doesn't seem so bad. 

Uh, anyone home? He waved his hand in my face looking really confused. 

Im sorry, yes thank you very much. Hey by the way I never got your name.

Erick. The bell rang and since me and him had first period together we walked in that direction. He grabbed my hand and i was really taken back. I looked down then up at him and he didnt look at me but continued to look forward and smile. Who does this boy take me for? We just met. I was thinking of yanking my hand back but Number one, he was cute. Two, his hands were really soft. Three, i mean like we would make a cute couple so i just let it be. Today should be great.

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Its currently 9:30 and im here scrolling twitter. Stalking kam. The usual. They were posting about the tour and a new KAMCAM was posted a few seconds ago. You opened the link and saw it was OK show. Praying to the good God above I was not in there because then i'd get mad hate.  You clicked the link and they ended the video with the jam sess. Your heart raced like it was trying to win the Olympics. Cam moved the camera over to you and i was jamming to Myles. He also showed the part where Myles winked at me. I hate Cam. The video ended and too a peep at my mentions. Hate everywhere. 

"He doesn't like black girls"

"He can do better"

"You're not even cute"

"Why are you even there, you're a fan"

Im not one to cry about petty little things but my day was already bad. You went to your profile and tweeted: I know im just a fan. You dont have to remind me. Nothing happened and I left that night. A tear drop fell on my phone and when i was closing the app. A few seconds later your phone rang. An area code I didn't recognize but never the less i answered it.