In love with the Swirl (Myles Parrish)

Part 10// Cupcakin

Hello. your voice was really raspy and low.

Y/n.. i know that voice.

Myles.

How did you get my nu-

Are you okay?

No. I'm really not. Myles i honestly miss you so much and i regret leaving but I know it was for the best. I'm getting mad hate from me being in the video. My day was horrible. I may be falling for a guy that i don't even fully know. i mean i only see him at school and he has really nice eyes. I'm freaking conflicted and I don't know what to do. You took a long breathe in between cries. He sighed and didn't say anything for a while.

I miss you too and what do you mean a new guy? I thought we had something? I mean i was really feeling you but it was my mistake that I didn't make that clear enough. I opened up to you because something in me told me i could trust you. I guess it was my heart leading me in the right direction. Your smile and how you snort when something is really. I really like how you dont wear makeup and how you're really sweet to everyone. You're someone special and i dont want to loose you. Ever. Your letter ripped me to shred.. You know? I was so happy to see you after the show then you weren't there. I tried to catch you at the airport but your flight barely too off. And at this moment I cried even harder. I couldn't even breathe anymore. I was constantly rubbing my eyes and sniffling. I miss everything. I miss him so much and its barely been 2 days. Ive fallen in love with boy and its good to know he likes me but you can get over someone you like but you cant when you love them. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I cant think right now Myles. This is just too much for me right now

But y/n I- You hung up on him and cried harder. You curled into a ball and cried silently until you fell asleep.

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Im coming. I woke up and read the message confused. What does he mean he's coming and when? I

All day ive been in my room. Erick came over for a little and we actually Netflixed and chilled, though nothing happened. I was happy yet sad at the same time. He brung ice cream, popcorn, and ordered pizza to make me feel better and that I did. We watched Ramon and Beezus since its my favorite movie and I saw a tear slide down his cheek when their cat died. He started laughing at me because i knew all the words and how the whole movie went. After the movie he left because he had to go to work. He's a really good guy. Maybe i should stop acting I don't know he's trying to get some of this delicious chocolate.

Ding dong. I walked to the door and just opened it. I didn't bother looking in the peephole because i thought it was Erick. Boy was i wrong. Myles stood at the front door looking so fine. My eyes were still kind of puffy but i looked better than I did a few hours. His eyes were red but filled with so much lust. He didn't say anything but just as i was about to say something he rushed at me and crashed his lips onto mine. His hands cupped my face and everything was in sinc. I was surprised but of course your girl kissed back. He pulled away and looked down at my lips then me. He brushed this thumb across my lips and smirked.

You didn't let me finish my sentence last night. I Love you too. He pushed me inside, closed the door and backed me up against the wall. He began kissing up and down my neck and groping my thigh. He made his way back to my lips and kissed with so much passion as if he'd never seen me in my life. I jumped on his torso and we made or way t o my room. He closed the door and laid me on the bed. He hovered over me and went down. Lord i just wanna thank you for having Myles finally hit me from behind. He took off my shorts and flung them to the other side of the room. He caressed my thighs and came back up to my lips then boommmmmmm . CLIFFHANGER :)))