Song Fiction

My Roses!

The bar was is chaos. But all Mai had to do was hold up a hand. The bar was quiet enough for her to speak again. "Alright for my next song. This was at a time in my life when it was very hard. I was in a bad place. But very good friends of mine pulled me out of it. The name is 'My Roses' (A/N Again this is mine.). Please Enjoy.

Nothing ever stays the same

I'm so tired of looking at my face

Now is the time to choose

To choose my roses

  The music was very sad and lonely.

White or black, angle or demon

Which do I want to have

White and pure, life

Black and dead, another attempt

  What does that mean. Mai did you try to take you own life? What is going on with you, Mai?

I don't know what to choose

I'm slowly fading from this world

Words always hurt more then they should

I need to choose my roses now

  Nothing made since. This was Mai! The up beat, bubbly girl I found telling ghost stories. Not at all depressed. She always seemed happy. Very optimistic, even loved to help others. Never angry with the world. What happened while I was gone Mai? Please be okay.  

White or black, angle or demon

Which do I want to have

White and pure, life

Black and dead, another attempt

  "Oh Mai." Ayako was crying. So was Monk and Masako. This was heart breaking. how could I not see the pain she was in? Am I really that careless about others feelings. "Oh lord, please help Mai." John whispered the prayer.

Time to choose what I want

Time to see all the problems fade away

Time to choose my roses

White or black roses

  Even though Lin's face was straight, I could see the sadness in his eyes. And the anger he directed at himself for not seeing Mai was in this state. He was most likely beating himself up for being angry with Mai. I reach over and place my hand on his shoulder. I look him dead in the eyes and shock my head. He looked at me with sad eyes. But he was no long angry. 

White or black, angle or demon

Which do I want to have

White and pure, life

Black and dead, another attempt

  The music picked up slightly. Still sad but sound pleading.

I want your help

My roses are white

Please help me

Before I change again

  The song ended and the music faded. Mai gave a small smile. "I am still thankful for the people that pulled me out of my suicidal state of mind. So I will thank them now. Thank you SPR for finding me before it was to late. Please give them a round of applause." Even Mai clapped with the crowd. Ayako and Masako cried harder. John and Monk had tears on their face. Lin was very surprised. And I was also surprised and confused.

  When I met Mai in that classroom she didn't seem depressed. Or even after I made her come and help me after she broke that camera and Lin got hurt. She always had her emotions on her face. She never had the depressed look. But she always worked hard.

  Mai started to talk again. "Thank you all as well. Especially for coming out tonight. And supporting both me and this company. Now, how about we go even farther into my past. Wont that be interesting?" The crowd clapped. And I thought 'Yes Mai that would be very interesting. I would like to know more about you and your past.'

From Evilhuntress,

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