~~Lily~~
I am actually thinking of how to do it when I will finally reach home. I have already
met everyone in the morning but I can't imagine that I am finally doing this today after the last failed attempt. No I have to do it or I won't be able to do it now. I can't concentrate in class when I am thinking all that in my head...
No I won't be seeing them from now on..
But I should do it..
I won't be seeing my friends..
What about Mom,Dad, Hazel( my baby sister ) and John( my twin brother )
Oh god...
All this questions have been annoying me since the day I had decided to do so.
Today I have one last thing to do yet. That is to meet everyone at school.
My 'friends' and all the teachers who don't know the tiniest bit of my plan.
So this is it. The bell for the first morning has rung. I start meeting everyone not even giving them to impression that it was the last time that they would be meeting me.
"Hi Eva. What's up ?" I said giving my warmest greeting smile which is fake.
"Nothing special. Just doing the stupid essay that our dearest English teacher gave us "she said
" Of course.." I sighed. "Please Eva I have noted the sarcasm. Don't make that stupid face ". " By the way, Mrs Boston had given that essay 2 weeks ago. How come you haven't finish it yet !".
"You know Lily, I don't want to ruin my reputation of being the class biggest lazybones. And for the hundredth time..I hate to keep on repeating this..I HATE DOING HOMEWORK! DID YOU GET IT OR I SHOULD TELL YOU ONE MORE TIME !"
" OH OK. You don't have to shout. Carry on with what you are doing and I think it would be great to tell our DEAREST ENGLISH about what you have said now." I said while going towards the cafeteria.
I hear her saying not to report her and of course I would not do so on my last day at school. Or maybe on Earth. So I eat a delicious plate of crispy chicken and meet some friends.
So by the end of the day, I have met everyone. Once, I was on the verge on crying when I met some friends who were really close to me but I controlled myself.
At home, luckily there was nobody. Mom left a note saying:
Dear Lily, your dad and I will be late and we will return tomorrow.
Hazel is at her friend, Bella and don't worry Bella's mom will take great care of her.
And last but not the least John is staying at Mike to discuss their new song for the upcoming party at the college which no one knows yet on what occasion it will be held.
Sorry for not informing you earlier..
Love,
Mom
P.S I have prepared some pancakes for you which is on the oven.
Great no one is at home. Now my work is easier. So I start wondering what I can do.
I can suffocate myself by wrapping plastic around my face. Yes ! I will do this.
Before doing so I walk around the house and remember all memories of that I have here. I sit on the couch holding plastic wrapper in hand.
I remember all person that I have known. On doing so, I start crying heavily and more heavily. All the pain that I had suppressed upon myself is now coming out and I can't stop myself. My eyes are closed and I feel tears rolling down my cheeks.
The plastic wrapper is now clutched tightly in my hands. So this it. I should do it now. I stand up not yet opening my eyes. Took my handkerchief and wipe my face.
OH MY GOD !!! I said on opening my eyes
