I was not at home when I opened my eyes. What the hell ! But what happened ?
I pinched myself to see if I'm dreaming but alas ! It wasn't a dream. It was real. Where I am ? One thing is for sure that is i m not on Earth because I bet no place on Earth will look like this. It seems that I'm standing on clouds and I'm not falling. How's that possible ? On turning around, I see that there are many statues perfectly carved resembling my parents, siblings, relatives and friends. There is one statue although it seems so familiar to me, I can't tell who it is.'Hello Lily' said a calm voice behind me.
'Who are you? ' I said on panicking and while turning behind.
It was an old man wearing a white shirt and shirt. His shoes are also white. His grey is shining brightly in the light.'I am God and before you ask me where we are; we are where I bring people after their death to show them very important .'
'That means I am dead.'
Finally I'm dead.
But no, I did not even wrapped the plastic round my face.
How's that possible ?
There's something wrong here'No. You're not.'
‘But you said that you said you bring people here after their death to show them something. Wait, what you want to show me anyway ? How did I land here ! '
‘ I brought you here to show you that there are many people who really love you and when you were crying, you fell unconscious. So I took the chance to take you here. Lily, I know that since the tragic incident that happened between you and your so called friends, you are very self-conscious and want friends desperately. You hadn't given up hope until last year when you assumed that your so called friends wouldn't come back to you. But this year, you were very sure that you had finally founded true and sincere friends and you were very right. I guess but of course I know it because I'm God that you were going to do suicide because you thought that they were also avoiding you.'
‘ Hmm.. Yes.'
‘ You thought they were doing so because you had so many shortcomings in yourself and because since the tragic incident, you believed more in it. Your last attempt failed because I did so. And one thing, when you finally confronted them, and they said this was not the case, you felt as it distanced yourself from them forever. That's why you tried the second attempt. You had also another reason to do it. That is you think that your life is messed up completely and there was no way to mend it. All I have to say to you to wait one year and see that you should really do this. You will see that I planned many surprises in store for you.'
‘ O..ook, I'll try but I will stay away from my friends this upcoming year. Since its my last year, I will have to stay strong.'
‘ Lily can you tell again whom you thought that were avoiding you ? '
‘ Jane and Rachel '
‘ One question... If you are god and I'm not dreaming, why did you focus on me when I'm no one special ? '
‘ Because you are SPECIAL indeed and you had enough suffering now.' He said smiling.
‘ Ok... Fine, can you please drop me on Earth again 'I said grinning broadly.
‘ Lets go. Lily on the count of three you will be back on Earth at your home where you are wet as you were crying.'
‘ One..., two, just remember that tomorrow is a new day...just start afresh...., three.'
‘I am back home where I was wet.'
Tomorrow is a new day....
Just start afresh...