He makes me smile...

Gone, but never forgotten...

Renesmee's P.O.V:
"Miss Silver Jackson.." The driver opens the car door. I look down at my lap.

"Renae.." My brother rubbed his hand over mine, Renae was short for Renesamee. My full name was Renesmee Siliver Jackson. Marcus was my half brother, he was mixed with black and white, we both have the same mother, but different father.

"I can't Marcus.." I sigh, my throat was dry from all the crying. I can't believe he was gone.

"We can do this..Come on." Marcus says, he kisses my forehead and gets out the car. Sighing I push my blonde hair behind my ear and step out the car. The crowd outside were all looking upset. I could see boys and girls holding posters up and banners with DeShaun Dupree Holton written across them, some teenagers were wearing black shirts with DeShaun's face printed on a black shirt.

Once I'm inside the church, Marcus holds my hand and we walk down the church aisle. The church was full and I could hear some people talking about DeShaun's life and how great he was and I could her some cry and weep.

"Mrs Holton." I hear Marcus say, I hadn't even notice we were at the front row of the church. Mrs Holton looked up from her lap.

"Marcus." She gives him a weak smile. DeShaun's death effected a lot of people, he was a son, a father, a uncle, a best friend, a boyfriend...Mrs Holton sobs as she Marcus hugs her.

"My baby, My son Marcus...he's gone." Mrs Holton sobs, I wipe my tears and look at the open casket. I slowly walk up to it and wipe my tears as I look in.

He looked like he was sleeping, he would come at 6 in the morning and wake me up by playing loud music or jumping on my bed, I would do the same as revenge. We were really close.

"DeShaun.." I whisper stroking his hand that was by his side. "You we're always so good to me...You were there for Marcus and me when no one else was..And I didn't thank you enough.." I wipe my tears and swollow hard.

"I know you hate seeing me cry..but you...You're gone." I kiss his hand and rub my thumb across his knuckles. "I promised you that I would look after you're babies when you would go..But you went to early DeShaun..They need you..You're mom needs you..I need you.." I start to sob quietly in my hands, I feel a warm hand on my shoulder and turn around to see DeShaun's mother standing behind me.

"Mrs Holton..I am so sorry for you're loss." I sob and hug her, she hugs me back and rubs my hair. I look up from her shoulder whilst we hug and see that the whole row of people in the church we're looking at us. On the left side of the church, on the first row was where Mrs Holton sat with her grandchildren and other family member, I could see Marcus comforting DeShaun's kids. On the right hand side and on the front row was the rest of D12 with Paul rosenberg Dr dre, 50 cent, Lloyd banks and four other people I didn't recognise, they were all staring at me and Mrs Holton hug.

"I'm sorry for you're loss too..You, Marcus and my baby DeShaun were quiet a team.." she sighs she gives me a kiss on the forehead and walks to her row. I turn back to proof and look down at him.

"Thank you DeShaun...For everything you did. I love you so much!" I sigh and walk back to the seat. A few people made a few speeches, Mrs Holton went up, then DeShaun's girlfriend and his kids went up to say goodbye to there daddy. D12 went up right now Eminem was doing his speech.

It was weird how both of us were best friends of DeShaun's but we never met. Eminem, known as Marshall broke down a few times where he would stay silent for a few seconds and where he had to clear his throat, it was emotional watching him up there saying goodbye to his best friend. I zoned out whilst Marshall was up there, my mind went straight back to when I found out he was gone.