THE BULLY

Chapter 10.

COLLIN'S POV
I legit stayed at the hospital all night. I didn't sleep, or eat. I'm so depressed about Tori, I'm loosing my mind. He mom feels the same way. Her mom left to go with her boyfriend to get some things for Tori. But I'm staying by Tori's side no matter what. You may not know this, but, I have loved Tori ever since we met. You could never tell, because I didn't want to make it obvious. She likes Jax.. and if I ever told her I loved her, she may not love me back. And things would just be awkward between us. But now that I realize that she may not be in my life anymore... I need to tell her. someway, somehow.

When someone is in a coma they can hear everything. But they can't move. They're basically alive and dead at the same time. Does that make sense?

I hear I knock on the door, and I was assuming it was the nurse. But the door opened, and it turned out to be Jax. I was furious. He was holding roses and a teddy bear.

"What are you doing here?" I said.

"I-I came to see if Tori was okay.." He said.

"She's sleeping.. you'll have to come when she wakes up." (which is maybe never I thought)

"Okay, I just wanted to drop these off for her." He said.

"She's allergic to roses." I blurted out.
What am I saying??

"Really? Thanks for telling me, I'll go get some tulips." He said.

Dammit she's actually allergic to tulips.. I thought.

He left and I sat next to her and held her hand. I started to talk, hoping she would hear me.

"Tori, I hope you can hear me, or remember me, but, ever since I laid my eyes on you, I just knew I loved you. You were the most beautiful, fun, amazing person I have ever met. Yeah you can be a bitch sometimes, (laughs) but I love you through it all. I never wanted to tell you because, I know you like Jax, like a lot. and I didn't want things to be awkward between us. But now that I know you may not be in my life anymore, I really needed to sit and talk about it. I know I already told you this, but I really mean it. I love you Tori. I always will.."

I kissed her hand and then there was another knock on the door. I swear to god if it's Jax-

"Hey, I was so worried about Tori is she okay." Anna said in the most sarcastic way ever."

"Yeah she's fine what do you want." I ask.

"Oh nothing... I heard everything you said to her though. and since she can hear me... why don't we have a little special time together right here so she can know and can't do anything about it..." She had a smirk on her face.

Yeah she's hot, she has a huge ass, and big boobs.... and- and she's so pretty... GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF COLLIN! I tried to not focus on her.

She closed the door, closed the curtains, and the lights.

Ugh what do I do.. what do I do!?

She ripped off her top, and all she had was a bra on. She sat on my lap. and then started to ride. I couldn't help myself. We started to make-out. and things got really heated. At that moment, I knew, I fucked up.