Tears At School

fourth-Sixth grade

I had been so excited to go to imagine. I hoped and prayed that things would be different. They were at first...

I had been so nervous...the school was huge and had multiple buildings for the different grades.
((The school was for k-12))
We had to wear uniforms that were super expensive, for my family at least. My grandma would buy clothes that were SUPER baggy, which made people make fun of me for it. I'm not blaming my grandma, just didn't help that people seemed to naturally hate me.

People would call me four-eyes and trip me. Shoot hornets at me and do the pen thing where you rub the tip of your pen on the edge of your desk until it's hot and burn someone with it. People would do that as they walk by my desk and call me stupid to the point where I stopped doing my class work cause I thought I'd fail. The bullying affected my education where I couldn't focus in school and ended up failing a lot in classes and it was terrible. I, again, blocked out a lot.

People still spat gum at me on the bus. I had 3 friends who I barely saw except one. I realize now they weren't true friends. They tolerated me... cause... sympathy. I think I went crazy cause of this bullying. Looking back anyone who was nice to me I'd become creepily clingy and attached to them...because I was lonely. I would be annoying them, and I don't think they showed it, most of the time, cause, again, sympathy. People would push my stuff off my desks in classes. People would make fun of every little small mistake I'd do. Blame me for stuff they did and the teacher would believe them, not me.

ONE FUNNY THING THAT HAPPENED THERE:
So, imagine had a feild across from the parking lot that is surrounded by trees. The three friends I had, and I had a stick TP we were building outside by the tree line. I was charge of builiding it because It was my idea. So this girl wanted to help so I let her. I had a stick I wanted to put in a certain spot but she wanted to put it in a different spot. We began arguing to the point to where I bit her so hard she was bleeding and had deep indents from my teeth. I got in so much trouble

Second crazy thing that happened:

(Information you need to know to make this story make sense. My main friend Shannon's dad worked for the school, he is the janitor. So she'd be there early cause her dad would be there early to do his janitor stuff.)
So, imagine is by woods as I said before^ one day I got dropped off and when I got there police were there and I was all like what the fuck? Because the window in the front of the school was shattered and had blood. I ran up the stairs to the enterence and went straight to Shannon. Apparently a deer broke through the window and ran around the school and went right back out the window and yeah... it was crazy....

My little brother is a special needs child. He started going to my school for kindergarten and first grade. Since the school was a charter school they weren't real good with handling special needs kids. So my parents decided to send us to a community school, and it was hard for my father to get us both to school.

~To be continued~