Growing into having to accept the that people will always mimic him for walking the way he does really shuts him down. After a couple weeks of school he never knew anyone would like him.. People found him as a fun person to be around and knowing he has a wonderful voice they loved his singing.. He decide after a few thoughts of suicide he would just have to believe someone cares... He stopped cutting his self n he didn't attempt to kill his self anymore.
One day at school a girl walked up to him...
"Hi", she said
"Hey", he said feeling surprised.
"Do you want any help", she asked...
"Ummm, sure" he said.
He felt great knowing a girl came to help him although other students would laugh at him...
He had fun with this girl. She was beautiful, slim, average height, shiny hair mixture, she was out of this world. But he was afraid to tell her he likes her. They became best of friends and no one could break their friendship. As time passed he got comfortable at school but not at home... His family aren't as happy as people thought.. His aunt could never agree with his mother nor his grandmother nor his uncle. They complicated his life. They were one of the reasons why he wanted to die.
He had to live with his aunt n his grandmother so that he can go to school. After a year he started to walk much better but still weird the love of his friends showed more but he was still not sure about his family although they told him they did. He didn't know what to think or do anymore...
In the end of second form in school he grew to know that two of his friends are suicidal now he found his self trying to comfort them..
"Hey jay" his friend Britney said..
Britney was one if his suicidal bestie but nevertheless they act around everyone like everything is ok.. No one knew about it than jay..
"Sup britz" jay says as he greats britney.
"Where is Zaynia" britney says as she is referring to there next suicidal bestie.
Life was so full of shit for them... Having to act like everything his normal when its not. Jay was successful towards school in both academic and charitable purposes. He sang on the school choir everyone loved his voice and now he became even more special.
