Just One Sad Whisper (Trevor Moran fan fiction)

Chapter 5

*KIAN'S POV*

It took about 5 minutes for Spencer to fall asleep. I look down at her she looks so peaceful and I don't want to wake her. She's like my little sister I hated leaving her when me and Sam moved into the O2L house but I knew it would be long until she would come visit.

She seems different like she's not herself she used to be really happy but now she just seems to be faking a smile. I want to know what has happened to the happy little girl I used to know well she's not little anymore but she's still little to me. I've really missed her and I know Sam has to, we were all always really close and when we left its like a part of us went missing.

Now we've found that missing peace. I waited for the movie to finish before I took Spencer to bed.

"Hey guys could you move so I can take Spencer to bed?" I whisper/shouted

Trevor and Connor moved off the ground and Trevor headed to his room while I took Spencer the rest of the guys stayed down in the living room. I think I might go back down there and sit for a while because I'm not really that tired even though it like 3 in the morning but oh well.

I got to Spencer's room and opened the door. I walked over to her bed laid her down put the covers over her. I bent down and kissed her forehead and said "goodnight baby girl sleep well see you in the morning" I walk out of her room without waking her and headed back down stairs.

"Hey man" Sam said as I entered the room

We all just sat on the lounge for a while and talked about random things. After a while I stood up and said

"Hey guys I think I might just go to bed I'm kinda tired"

"Me too" Sam, Jc, Ricky and Connor all said standing up and heading up the stairs

We all said goodnight and went our separate ways. I got to my room and laid there for a while until I drifted off to sleep.

*SPENCER'S POV*

I woke up to the sun beaming through the window I winced at the brightness of the sun and pulled the blankets over my head. After I adjusted to the light I got my phone on off the bed side table to find a text from an unknown number I read the text.

Unknown number: Hey bitch miss me?

Me: Who is this?

Unknown number: that doesn't matter just know I will find you. See you then bitch :)

After that text I just ignored it and started thinking. I got out of bed and got the little black box out of my bedside table and walked over to my bathroom. I opened the box and took out an old friend.
My blade

I slid the blade across my wrists about 5 times
For being fat
Cut
For no one ever noticing me
Cut
For being a bitch
Cut
For being ugly
Cut
For being me
Cut

I look down at my fresh cuts and the back I in the mirror I really don't like what I see I really don't. I look back down at my wrist I clean the up I go back into my room. I walk over to my closet and pulled out my underwear and a bra, I go back to the bathroom and have a shower. I hope in and wash my hair and body and got out. I dried off and put on my underwear and bra. I walked into my room and over to my closet I pulled out some ripped light wash high-waisted jean shorts with a gray fall out boy crop top. I put enough bracelets to cover the fresh cuts.

I walk back into the bathroom I plug the straightener in and turn it on while I wait for it to heat up I blow dry my hair. When I finish I straighten my hair and then move onto the make up I haut do my normal make-up which is foundation, pencil eyeliner, pink lipstick and mascara. I go look in my full length mirror pleased with the way I looked for once. 

I got my phone off the bedside table and walked down the stairs since it was like 10 in the morning no one was awake. So I got my self a banana to eat for breakfast and go sit on the lounge in the living room. I turn on the TV I put it on Netflix and I decided I wanted to watch an old favourite of mine gossip girl.

I wasn't really paying much attention to the show though I got lost in my thoughts. For some reason my head decided to think about the one and only Trevor Moran. Those blue eyes and his brown hair, his voice and his smile makes me melt. Omg what am I talking about I'm not allowed to fall for my brothers best friend I haven't even had a proper conversation with him.

My thoughts were soon interrupted by someone standing in front of me obviously trying to get my attention.

"Spencer" That person said I look up to see the Trevor Moran standing there.

"Oh sorry I didn't see you there. What were you saying?" I replied quickly trying to act normal

"I was wondering if you wanted to penny board down to Starbucks with me?" He said the last part quietly

"Of course I would let me just get my board and shoes and we'll go" I said with a smile on my face he just smile and nodded while I ran upstairs to get my black converse and my black and purple penny board.

I ran back down stairs to find Trevor waiting for me on the lounge.

"We going or what" I said walking out the door he got off the lounge and followed me out the door.

Off to Starbucks we go!

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Hey guys it wasn't so long this time I'm trying to update as much as possible so plz stick with me and continue reading my book. This chapter isn't as good but it's something I'll try and do better next chapter. See you guys soon

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xoxo Charlie