Just One Sad Whisper (Trevor Moran fan fiction)

chapter 1

I'm Spencer Pottorff and I know what your all thinking Spencer is a boys name, well it can be a girls name too. I'm 16 I have long brown hair my eyes are a greenish bluey colour. I have an older brother you my have heard of him, Sam Pottorff? Well he's YouTube famous well known for his channel he shares with his friends called Our 2nd Life.

I'm moving in with him and the guys this summer and I won't have to attend a public school in Cali after the summer. I'm gonna do homeschooling online instead but I still have a few more weeks left of school aka 'hell' left before I get to go to Cali with my brother and his friends.

I'm not one of those popular girls, I have very few friends I get bullied a lot I'm also very quit so no one really knows anything about me because I shut everything up and everyone out.

When I get home from school I go straight up to my room and do homework, I don't go back down till dinner. I honestly can't wait to get put of this place I hate school I'm not really good at anything, I hate the people they also treat me like absolute shit.
I also hate being at home no one really cares or notices me I could probably sneak out or something and them not even notice me being gone.

*MONDAY*
~Spencer's P.O.V~

I wake up to the most annoying noise ever... My alarm I turn it off and slowly roll out of bed and turn some music on quietly since everyone else is still asleep. I walk over to my closet and pick out my outfit which is a pair of skinny jeans rolled up above my ankles, a plan white t-shirt, an oversized grey Brooklyn jumper with a pair of black combat boots.

I walked into my bathroom striped down and got into the shower. After I got out, I got changed into my outfit blow dried my hair and then straightened it and put it into a side fishtail. I put on my usual make-up which is foundation, liquid eyeliner on the top eye lid, pencil eyeliner on the bottom eye lid, mascara and a cherry lip balm with a slight pink tinge to it.

Once I'm done I walk down the stairs to find my mum and dad eating breakfast, I got my bag and my penny board sadly mum noticed me before I could get out the door

"Spencer! Come get some breakfast." Mum said "no thanks mom I'll get some before I get to school!" I shouted as I walked out the door.

Me getting something before school was a total lie if I didn't already notice. I stepped on my bored and skated towards school while listening to The a-team by Ed Sheeran.

Before I new it I was at the school doors not wanting to know what 'hell' had in-store for me today. I walked in all eyes on me so I just put my head down and walked to my Locker I got my stuff out for my first period. Lucky no one walked past me and pushed me into it.

I entered english which was my first period lesson sat at the front in my usual stop and that's when something hit me in the back of the head. Scrunched up paper from what I could see there was writing on it, my curiosity got the best of me. I opened it, my jaw dropped, blinking back the tears Slut, Bitch,Loser, a Fat, No one likes you go kills yourself and many other mean things cover the page and with that I scrunched the paper back up and stuffed it in my bag!
'Maybe I should go kill myself their right no one actually likes me' I thought to myself. 'No one would miss me, no one would care, nobody would even notice!' I thought some more God why is my life like this!
I was pulled out of my thoughts by the bell ringing, why is today going so slow.

*LUNCH*

Went to go sit down by myself at my normal table but it seems to be taken so I just turn around walk the other way until I heard someone call after me.
"Spencer why don't you come join us!" Emily one of the most popular girls in my year yelled after me
"No thanks I'd rather be by myself then be with you!" I yelled back
By then I had all eyes on me then I hared a few snickers around me. Great! (Note the sarcasm)
"Whatever slut!" Emily called after me by then was already walking as fast as I could to the girls bathroom with my head down not letting anyone know that I was crying.
Before I reached the bathroom I bumped into someone 'oh great' is what I thought "oh I'm so sorry... Omg are you okay? Are you crying" the girl said
"Oh it's fine I'm fine" I lied in reply I don't want them knowing why I was crying
"You don't look fine oh and I forgot got to introduce myself I'm Jordan" The girl said
"I'm sorry I gotta go, btw I'm Spencer it was very nice meeting you Jordan" I replied before running back in to the bathroom I stood in front of the mirror and looked at my reflection I really don't like what I see. My mascara was running down my cheeks, my eyeliner ruined I looked like a mess.
I wiped my face and made sure I didn't look like I had been crying. With that I walk out and go straight home I didn't want to deal with anyone at the moment so I skipped last period.

A/N
Sorry if it's not great it's my first story